MxF The World, The Flesh, and The Devil is in The Details.

[Hematemesis]

I
The World​

My name is Hematemesis, you may call me any variation of the name you prefer. I most likely won't share much more information unless prompted by a close partner but here are some basics. I'm twenty-two, live in a dreadful state, I work in a grocery store and I'm bored out of my mind just trying to save up to go to school. I've been roleplaying through writing since my terrible tweens after an era of one-liners and text speak I eventually got pretty good at the craft. Around eighteen I began to taper off creative writing due to moving frequently and school which brought on a hiatus from any enjoyable forms of it. Saying I'm rusty would be an understatement but I'm so very keen to get back on the horse after so long.

II
The Blood
(My Writing Style and Habits)​

My stories tend to have grim focal points, themes consisting of a damaged and deranged world where nothing ever seems to fall right. Often set in places where dreams go to die and all the bad feelings fester, but somehow moments of bliss work through the pain to grant nirvana in the most dreadful of times. The characters can be anywhere between formidably demented yet bitterly endearing to lusciously innocent with a hint of ruin. Plots are mostly centered around these individuals, developing and discovering them, their relationships, hardships, but subtly working the lore around them.

• Third-person, past tense.
• Descriptive. Moody. Passional. Unpracticed.
• 400 to 800-word count, more in times of motivation or when deemed appropriate.
• Lover of erotica.
• Slow Replies. At least once a week at most once a day.
• Looking for casual engagement while easing back into roleplay.
• MxF in every roleplay, but more than willing to explore other pairings through our stories.
• Despite my past experience, still somewhat of a novice when it comes to the discussion bits.

III
The Soul
(What I seek in Partners)​

• Preferably third-person, past tense.
• An ability to write up to at least 500 words and no less than 300 words per post. Basic literacy and grammar.
• A Practicer of patience, lover of dark themes, and keenness for eroticism.
• Prefers playing male characters in MxF.
• Vocal and willingness to split our stories work.

IV
The Flesh
(Plots, Settings, Pairings, Themes)​

Here are TL;DR plotlines I've thought up of or taken inspiration from media, some have a lot more details I figured would be better left when we discuss or start the story. I try to leave the role I'd imagine a partner would play vague but may leave details under what I'm particularly interested in seeing for the character in a plot. it's all up for discussion and I'm open to starting something new if my partner has a storyline of their own they'd like to try with me.

The Wood
Medieval Fantasy | Romance | Adventure | Action | Horror​

A victim of war who years after the destruction of her village must join with her parent's murderer now mercenary to help rid their country of corrupt magic, being a mage of black craft herself. A now rare race after being the heart of the great war that caused the mother kingdom to safeguard and ostracize itself from its own country. The dark magic plagues everything that draws near, so malevolent, and powerful it not only kills its victims but turns them into afflicted beasts that wreak havoc in every way it can.

• A plot I recently thought of after a fever dream and a book I remember I read long ago but I forgot everything about it. Based somewhat around European and Witcher mythology set in a made-up place.

Familiar Patterns
Brother x Sister | Twisted Romance | Slice-of-Life | Drama​

A taboo relationship begins to come into fruition between two half-siblings after their abusive father begins his trial of attempted murder on both his ex-wives, a brother, age 21, and sister, newly 18, are thrust into adulthood when bills are due and hard life choices must be made. Tensions run high when her big brother has to take over but they take solace in each other despite they're sibling rivalry and very aggressive relationship, new softer interactions begin with his sister's own efforts.

• The ideas I had about this story are following the lives of the siblings, how they deal with the situation, face past traumas, interact with the world, and most importantly each other.
• The siblings had generally not gotten along at all. The sister somewhat spoiled and bratty, often taking out her frustrations on her brother whenever she felt like or needed to. Though it came from a place of longing truly wanting her bothers love and affection. The brother grew up jealous and envious of his sister especially since her mother had been the one present in the house and he was thrown back and forth between their dad and his mother until his step-dad got too handsy one day and mom hadn't wanted to bother anymore. He to would take out his anger on her much like their father, or ignore her entirely since it seemed to bother her so much, he would still throw a dog a bone and take her along to some of the metal concerts and bars he frequented.
• I would love to see some matching names and a very tough metalhead brother.

Hotline Miami
Action | Thriller | Drama | Crime | Suspense | Dark Romance​

Set in the mid-2000s, a woman who just ditched her shitty boyfriend and has a vast criminal record is blackmailed by an unknown caller to perform hits on various gang members and thugs. What they have on her leaves her with no choice but to carry out their orders.

• Still ironing out the details in this one but I'm taking inspiration from Breaking Bad and the old video game by the same name.
• I imagine this character to not be the most stable and predictable, most likely suffering from BPD and the scars left by her father who was a hitman or something similar.
• I want to pair her with a whats a good way to put it? I guess a simp for a lot of fem dom action.

V
The Devil
(Eroticism)
| Still in the works more details coming soon |
Things on the smut and sultry side that I love to see in my stories.
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