Hello there! The name is Zee. I've registered on this site for a few years but haven't actually started any RP yet. I don't even think I was active in this site for more than a month after I registered. Now, years later, I finally remembered my account here and thought it wouldn't be so bad to start roleplaying again after taking such a long break. So, here I am! Nice to meet you ^^.
PS: I reworked my last RT from three years ago and couldn't believe just how much I've changed since then LMAO. My very first RT here is so innocent and goofy that I am baffled when I read it. Like, WHO THE HELL WROTE THIS OML XD.
About me:
Pairings & Plots:
The ones in Bold mean I wanted to play that role.
Ps: I just realized that today marked the 3rd anniversary of me joining Inner Sanctum... What a coincidence lol
PS: I reworked my last RT from three years ago and couldn't believe just how much I've changed since then LMAO. My very first RT here is so innocent and goofy that I am baffled when I read it. Like, WHO THE HELL WROTE THIS OML XD.
About me:
- I'm 21 yo, he/him or they/them pronoun.
- I have been roleplaying for more than 7 years.
- A huge fan of romance. But I'm craving some very twisted, angsty, and dark romance rn. My sadomasochistic soul is crying to be let out lmao.
- I prefer M/M pairings and mostly play as dom top, the twisted type with abnormal obsession and possessiveness with YC, enough to kidnap, imprison, and sexually, physically (probably), and mentally abuse YC until both of them spiral down the path of mutual affection and destruction. Yup, a roller coaster of tragedy for sure :),
- I'm not keen on switches.
- I used to be a writer, which means my writing style is a bit on the advanced/novella style with lots of descriptions and heavy emotional plays throughout.
- The length of my writing varies depending on my muse, ranging from a minimum of three paragraphs each post to well over 5k words in one sitting.
- English is my second language and my writing skill is a little rusty after a long break. Expect some grammatical errors :')
- The three points above heavily affect the frequency of my reply. If my hands are particularly fast and my brain agrees to work with me, I may be able to cook up a reply once every two days. But other than that, coupled with some IRL matters, I might only be able to reply once a week.
- I love OOC chatters.
- I prefer illustrated FCs over realistic ones. If you're not a fan of that, just some descriptive paragraphs about YC's appearance are fine too.
- Be patient. I handled pressure poorly. A direct or indirect poke asking me to rush my writing would be a dealbreaker for me.
- Don't go godmodding on me. I don't like it when I lose control over my own character. If you have an idea and want me to do something, say it in OOC chat rather than control my character yourself.
- No one-liners. Give me at least two decent paragraphs with something to work with.
- Be willing to brainstorm ideas and simp over our characters while planning for future plot points.
- Be willing to play submissive bottom.
- No switches
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Pairings & Plots:
The ones in Bold mean I wanted to play that role.
- Tags: Romance, Crime, Modern, Angst, Manipulation, Psychology. Non-con/dub-con,
Possible genres: Omegaverse
Pairing: A Civilian (Muse A) X An Undercover Mafia (Muse B)
Summary: Muse A and Muse B are friends who have known each other for a while. But their relationship remains neither close nor distant. Just average. But things change when Muse A accidentally witnesses Muse B murdering someone. In an attempt to escape being killed by Muse B for witnessing his crime, Muse A ended up being caught in a car accident and hurt his head. He woke up in a hospital and saw Muse B in the ward with him. To survive, he pretended to have amnesia, thinking that Muse B would let him go. But Muse B took advantage of his 'amnesia' and unexpectedly said that they were actually lovers who had been dating for a while and planning for their marriage. He said that Muse A stormed off after a fight with him, leading to this car accident. With no way to refute Muse B's lies without blowing his own cover, Muse A was forced to believe Muse B's words and live with him as 'lovers', waiting for the day he could finally escape.Muse A and Muse B have known each other for quite a while. They could either be colleagues at work, roommates, fellow university students, or neighbors (this setting can be decided later). But even though they met quite often and could be said to be friends by now, their relationship remains neutral, neither close nor distant. However, everything changed when Muse A accidentally witnessed Muse B torturing and murdering someone in front of his eyes. Believing that Muse B would silence him from witnessing his crime, Muse A desperately ran from the crime scene only to end up in a car accident while running across the road.
Muse A thought his life had ended right then and there. But to his surprise, not only did he survive the accident with only a small concussion on his head, but the first person he saw as soon as he opened his eyes in the hospital was actually Muse B. The shock he received when seeing this murderer sitting next to his hospital bed while smiling at him was almost enough to cause Muse A to faint again. It was at that moment when Muse A's survival instinct kicked in and his thoughts went wild. Since Muse B would kill him for witnessing his crime, if he pretends to have amnesia and 'forgot' about Muse B and everything he had done, Muse B should not have a reason to kill him, right?
Clutching onto that sliver of logic, Muse A decided to play dumb! Unfortunately...
"You... forgot about me? Babe, I'm your lover. Don't you remember me? We've been dating and planning our marriage for a year now. You don't remember? Ah, how could this happen..." Muse B said with a mournful and shocked expression. "I'm sorry. I should've held you back when you stormed out of the house after our fight last night. I shouldn't have let you go on your own. It was my fault... I promise to never let you go again from now on. I'll take care of you until your memory recovers. For now, let's go home, okay?"
Who would've thought that Muse B, this madman, would actually take advantage of his fake amnesia to stage a whole opera of them being a bickering couple and proclaiming that they are lovers? Now, while Muse A managed to escape from being killed by Muse B, he was forced to accept Muse B's lies and live with Muse B as his 'lover'. Just when he thought things couldn't get any worse, Muse A would later realize the uncanny and horrifying secret obsession that Muse B had been harboring toward him. From pictures, clothing size, personal information, ring finger size, favorite music and movies, hobbies, and preferences, it was as if Muse B knew everything about him. If Muse A really suffered from amnesia, he would've believed Muse B's lies about them being lovers. This only furthers cement Muse A's fear of Muse B. There was no telling how long he could keep up his act and how far Muse B would lie to him. Thus, there was only one way to survive, he had to escape!
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- Tags: Esper/Guide, Romance, BDSM, Modern Fantasy, Angst, Non-con/dub-con, Kidnapping, Confinement
Pairing: SS-rank Esper x Newly Awakened Guide
Summary: (If you want an explanation on the esper/guide genre, read the spoiler.) Muse A, an SS-rank Esper, never succeeded in guiding due to his low compatibility with every Guide he met. Thus, he was forced to live a life full of pain and fear of going berserk at any moment. His desperation to survive had turned into an obsession to find his guide. While on a mission to resolve a rift that opened up in the middle of a residential district, he finally met Muse B, a civilian who didn't know that he had awakened as a guide. Disregarding everything else, including Muse B's opinion, he decisively kidnaps Muse B to his place and confines him there.One day, spacial rifts filled with monsters emerged all over the world. These monsters endlessly emerged from the rifts and devastated the Earth. Because they are completely immune to modern weaponry, nothing and no one can stop them. Just when things almost descended into a full-blown apocalypse, some humans started to evolve and harness special abilities that could deal with monsters from the rift. They are called Espers and their evolution is called awakening. But their power not only brought hope to humanity but also destruction to themselves. Along with their use of power, they would slowly start to lose their senses as humans, becoming more irritable and erratic, before finally going berserk, killing everyone around them and dying from self-destruction. As such, Espers generally died in less than a decade after their awakening. The stronger their power, the longer they can live after their awakening. But the pain they had to endure from the prolonged use of their power would be greater as well.
To balance this disadvantage, another group of humans started to awaken with the power to placate and guide espers' powers, preventing them from going berserk. These people are called Guides. But the ratio of people being awakened as Guides was even lower than Espers, making them very rare and precious. Every Espers yearns to have a guide, not only to sustain their life but also to soothe the pain they experience after each use of their power. It was especially true for Muse A. Despite awakening as one of only three SS-rank Esper in the whole world, his compatibility with Guides was extremely low, making it hard for them to guide his power without injuring or even killing themselves. Although the Esper Association valued him for his power, sending guides to him despite the low compatibility would be like sending these Guides to die pointlessly. Thus, Muse A has no other choice but to endure the pain for years while emotionlessly battling monsters from the rift. Each use of power left people fearful of him potentially going berserk. And yet, no matter how many times the experts deemed his condition as 'critical', he never once went berserk. It was like a miracle.
But Muse A knew he was nearing his limits. He had survived for more than 20 years without going berserk purely because his own body wouldn't let him die just yet, keeping him in a constant state of pain, living while wishing to die. With each passing year without a Guide to save him, Muse A's obsession for a Guide of his own grew stronger. He not only wanted to find a Guide, he wanted to keep him for himself. A guide solely for him.
Finally, one day, his wish came true. While on a mission to resolve a crisis caused by a rift in the middle of a residential district, Muse A felt a comfortable presence from one of the civilians who was present on the scene. He was Muse B, an ordinary citizen who didn't know that he had awakened as a guide. His presence was extremely subtle compared to other guides. But the instant Muse A made eye contact with him, he knew that Muse B was the one he had been looking for all along. His guide. His very own guide.
Thus, without even a second thought, Muse A kidnapped Muse B and brought him to his residence, eager to finally be guided by his guide...
Ps: in case you don't know, the 'guiding' is basically just sex. Don't ask me why. Just read any Esper/guide story. Its setting was that guiding is done through channeling power while being physically connected. The more intimate the contact, the stronger and more effective the guiding would be. Also, Muse A would be lacking a lot of common sense because he had been awakened as an esper from an early age. He was raised as a human weapon.
- Tags: BDSM, Dark Romance, Confinement, Stalking, Obsession, Crime, Kidnapping, Modern, Realistic, Yandere
Pairing: A Civilian x Psychopathic Painter (Also a member of a mafia)
Summary: Basically, Muse B is a crazy, psychopathic painter who gains inspiration for his art by murdering people. But this way of gaining inspiration slowly loses its effect and causes him to go on a hiatus. Then, he met Muse A while at a bar and became obsessed with him because of the range of emotions Muse A expressed through his every gesture and expression. Muse A became his muse. After completing a painting through this newly gained inspiration, he stalked Muse A before ultimately deciding to kidnap him so that he could 'observe' and force more emotions out of Muse A to use as his painting inspiration.Muse B is a person who lacks any emotions but could pretend to have one by mimicking others. He was good at acting, but his emotional state has always been empty, void of any changes. There was no happiness, sadness, or anger. But through the forceful teaching of his mother, he embarked on a journey to paint. At first, being severely lacking in the emotional aspect caused him to be unable to breathe 'life' into his paintings, making them look too practical and empty. But after he was introduced to murder and blood through the guidance of his father, he marveled at the extreme emotions these victims showed near their deaths and thought of putting them into his painting. With that painting, Muse B finally made a name for himself in the art world. He was not only able to fulfill his mother's requirements but also worked for his father to 'clean up' some people.
But years later, Muse B found that this method of 'gaining inspiration' was slowly losing its effect. Muse B lost his 'touch' and had no choice but to take a long break from painting. He tried every method he could think of to gain inspiration for his painting but nothing seemed to work out. Finally, while sitting at a random bar one evening, he met Muse A (Could be a bartender, a host, a customer, or simply a passer-by in front of the bar). Different from him, Muse A seemed to radiate a lot of emotions and vividly showed them on their face. The emotions that were always hard for Muse B's to understand somehow became easy to capture through observing Muse A. The smile when he was happy, the strains on his lips when he was stressed out, the lowered eyelids and moist eyes whenever he felt upset yet not wanting to cry. Every bit of emotion radiating through Muse A was like a color that was splashed onto Muse B's black canvas, giving them life for a brief moment. With that one encounter, Muse B went home and finished a masterpiece that was better than anything he had ever made. It was his best art yet, earning him another burst of fame in the industry and officially ending his hiatus.
However, Muse B was not satisfied with this. Just one meeting alone wasn't enough. One 'masterpiece' was not enough. He wanted more. He knew right then and there that Muse A had become his muse and there was no way he would let him go. He needed to see more 'colors', feel more 'emotions', he wanted to delve further, and uncover everything Muse A had to over until nothing was left. To do that, he must get him. Thus, Muse A became Muse B's obsession. After completing that masterpiece, he used every connection and power he had to find every information he could get on Muse A. After all the information was gathered, he went back to the bar and searched for Muse A himself, memorizing his routine, knowing when he left for work, what café he preferred, the path he took during his evening runs, everything. Each little emotion he expressed pulled Muse B deeper towards his obsession until finally, one fated night at the bar when he first saw him, Muse B carefully crafted a perfect plan. He showed himself in front of Muse A for the first time, meticulously dressing himself up in a way that he knew would captivate Muse A. Then, while collaborating with the owner of the bar, he slipped a drug onto Muse A's drink before conveniently kidnapping him away to the basement he had prepared just for him...
- Omegaverse: Full-of-debts omega forcefully becoming the wife of a rich but problematic alpha
- Omegaverse: Celebrity omega unwillingly becoming a sugar baby for a rich alpha
- A kidnapped civilian being deceived and forced into prostitution by a seemingly gentlemanly man
- A man who was haunted by an incubus to experience all kinds of 'wet dreams'
- A young man who was sold as an offering to a vampire
Ps: I just realized that today marked the 3rd anniversary of me joining Inner Sanctum... What a coincidence lol
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