MxF Can you spell romance without happily ever after? (dark themes inside)

[Kitsune]

I love exploring darker themes. It's something I've been doing for a long time, and while I dip my toes into other things once in a while, it's what I keep coming back to. It has a grip on me I seem unable to escape, and I'm not sure I even want to. I'm looking for one or two more roleplays. OOC chatting is appreciated but not a requirement. I'm here to make friends too so of course I value getting to know my writing partners, but I respect boundaries and won't engage outside of planning unless given the permission to do so. I apologize for this short intro, but I never know what to write. So here's what I have to offer you instead:

The writing:

• Default is third person and past tense.
• English is not my native language, but I consider myself fluent unless it's 11pm and I'm tired.
• Casual novella. I don't want to feel like I'm writing a book but I also love details.
  
  • I'm going to echo a lot of other people on here and say 'quality over quantity'.
  • Post length depends a lot on the partner and the scene we're writing.
• A moderate amount of smut where it makes sense. I prefer story over smut.
  
  • I am okay with non-con scenes and they can happen randomly if previously discussed. Just not too often and only if it fits the story.
• I use face claims (real people or realistic AI) for important characters. You don't have to use face claims, or use any face you wish. Except anime, can't do anime.
• My posting schedule is spotty at times. Please be patient.

The genres:

• Crime is a favorite of mine and something I can always fall back on when all else fails. Write what you know and all that.
• Slice of life with a dark twist.
• Horror - especially psychological horror.

Plot ideas:

1. Two lovers. An empty building. One hunter.
   Him: I know she loves me. I love her too. That's why I'm doing this. A fate worse than death is waiting for her on the other side of those heavy wooden doors and I can't let that happen. And yet, I hesitate. She probably thinks I can't do it, that I'm not capable of ending her life. But I know what's out there and if this is what it takes to save her, I will do it. There is no other choice.
   Her: I could leave, but it's like an addiction. I keep coming back for more. He's said he has to kill me. He has pointed that big rifle in my face, and yet I'm still here. I watch him stalk down the corridor like a predator, looking for me. We have our moments, when he can't control his emotions and we come together like two thunderclouds in a violent storm, and I start to think that maybe this time it'll be different. But then I have to run and it starts all over again.
   This plot idea is inspired by a dream I had and can easily be tweaked. It's a close proximity setting with the possibility to expand, adding other characters or dynamics and whatnot. I don't think it'll have a happy ending, so you need to be okay with that. I don't know what happened to get the two characters to this point, I don't know what's waiting out there. It might be irrelevant, it might not be. It was an empty school building in my dream, but any building with corridors and hidden places would work.
2. She was never meant to see it. If she had taken her usual route home from work she wouldn't have. How she managed to escape the scene of a brutal murder without being chased down the street was a mystery she didn't like dwelling on, and the silence that filled her apartment as she glanced out the window hugging a cup of steaming hot tea between her hands felt like the calm before a storm. A warning. A bad omen. And yet, she had not called the police. It could've been a trick of her mind, but she thought she recognized one of the killers. From a time of happiness and love, before he tore it away from her with five simple words: I don't love you anymore. It doesn't have to be an ex, but it could be the reason why she didn't report the crime.

The limits:

• Scat.
• Extreme gore.
• Unrealistic elements (tentacles, tails, anthros, scales, dicks the length of her torso... you get my point).
• Ahegao (I barely even know what it is and I won't try to describe it).
• Hypnosis or other means of mind control.
• Pure erotica. I need that plot to stay interested.

Kinks not listed here are up for discussion.​

If you think we would match as partners but you have a different idea for a plot, feel free to reach out and tell me about it.
The only way to contact me is through PMs. Thanks for reading!