"Sometimes I think illness sits inside every woman, waiting for the right moment to bloom. I have known so many sick women all my life. Women with chronic pain, with ever-gestating diseases. Women with conditions. Men, sure, they have bone snaps, they have backaches, they have a surgery or two, yank out a tonsil, insert a shiny plastic hip. Women get consumed."
― Gillian Flynn, Sharp Objects
― Gillian Flynn, Sharp Objects
What I offer
- Genres & Themes: Love weaving suspense, crime, drama, and dark realism (police procedurals, political intrigue, urban slice-of-life, all depending on the plot) with dashes of romance and angst. Open to sci-fi, horror, or post-apocalyptic twists if grounded in human stakes.
- Characters: Women that are complex, morally gray leads (often 30s-40s) with flaws, depth, and evolving dynamics. Think sharp-witted, layered, professional women that somehow fail in their personal life, dismissing their selves this way. A quiet intensity, and a magnetic presence, who own their flaws without apology or with unflinching (and frustrating) resolve. Their histories shape their present, and I love exploring how time sharpens (or corrodes) their edges.
Ex. Futch and jaded detective with a drinking problem that abides to a razor-sharp moral code, despises the male colleagues she works with. - Pairings: FxF pairings for the main pairing, but otherwise, I don't mind exploring other dynamics for secondary characters, whatever gender they are. (LGBTQ+ friendly, obviously.)
- Style: Flexible between first/third person. Collaborative plotting, immersive descriptions, and a focus on quality over speed. (Although I love me a good old OOC plotting behind the scenes)
- Kinks:
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Oral, Vaginal, Teasing, hairpulling, Gentle Slaps and Spankings, Playfully Light BDSM, Unpredictable Sex
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Anal, Dub-Con/coercion, breath control play, Contrapolar stimulation, some edgeplay, some tease and denial, some restraints
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Feet, Scat, Vore, Sexual Gore, Gratuitous Pain and Suffering, Heavy BDSM, Non-Con
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Themes: Criminal, Investigation, Romance
Atmosphere: Dark, think Hannibal meets Mindhunter (specifically, Wendy Carr), with the misogynistic underlying thread in The Fall. Dread. Murders happening. Romance lurking.
Trope: Colleagues working with/against one another / (Soft) enemy to lovers (I don't find unsub x main detective relationship to be plausible)
Dynamic: YC (Switch, light dom?) has to work with MC (Switch, light sub?) in some capacity. Perhaps it's always fine and very professional. Perhaps, it's difficult for them to work together. YC sees flaws in MC - as mine see flaws in yours. I want to tie this closely to an investigation.
Yearnings: Power dynamics shifting in-between YC and mine. Lots of talk, ambiguous. And sometimes, they don't talk. Something goes unsaid for them. Seductive and dark, it's alluring to both of them. YC has to poke at mine. Mine will bark back.
- Commitment without pressure: Alas, I am just but someone navigating the world, working from home, so I prioritize consistency over all else—let's keep the spark alive without burnout. (But I'm all there if you're itching for a particular story and particularly excited about something! Spam me!)
- Plotting synergy: Stories that balance dark themes (violence, moral ambiguity) with realism. Romance? Make it messy, slow-burn, and earned. Very little fluff, no real fandoms, nor fantasy/gore.
- Love morally ambiguous power dynamics or slow-burn tension.
- Enjoy integrating "slice of life" moments into high-stakes narratives.
- Share a soft spot for atmospheric and dramatic inspiration (Hannibal, Mindhunter, The Fall, Happy Valley, gritty crime dramas).
Send me a PM with your ideas—a character concept, genre mashup, or a scene that ignites your creativity. Show me you're as excited to build this world as I am! Let's create something bold, nuanced, and utterly addictive. I will edit this post accordingly, add to it, perhaps in time.
(PM preferred for initial contact, then Discord probably for casual chatting OOC.)
Looking forward to plotting with you!
P.S. If your brain also lives in the gray area between cynicism and charm, we're gonna get along just fine.
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