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Miss Mary Sunshine!

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MarySunshine23

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Hello everyone! My name is Mary! I was born on January 14th 1992, making me a Capricorn born in the year of the Ram. I used to be a one-on-one aide for special needs students, but now I'm back to being a preschool teacher at a private preschool. While I love kids, I have no interest in having my own. In my mind, my students are my kids.

I've been roleplaying for as long as I can remember. I'm pretty sure that when I moved from 5th grade to 6th grade, playing pretend just evolved into roleplaying. I mostly enjoy doing romance roleplays based around fandom stuff (anime, video games, books, movies, all that jazz), but sometimes I have ideas based on stereotypical concepts, fantasy or even periodical stuff. After I finish writing this introduction, I plan on posting a thread with all the ideas and pairings I do for rolerplays (which I regularly update).

One thing I'd like to add while we're on the topic of roleplays is that I primarily play Original Characters (OC's). I like making my own characters because it's not very often that I find a canon character that I can absolutely relate to. In fact, the only one I really have felt related to is Sayori from Doki Doki Literature Club (if you haven't played that or watched someone play it, I'd recommend it.) I understand that the kind of roleplays where a canon character is paired with an OC isn't super popular anymore and that it's a very 90's thing, but that's how I roleplay. If you don't like it, you don't have to play with me.

But onto the more important stuff. There are some things that I think is important for people to understand when roleplaying with me. First and foremost, I suffer from PTSD; I was sexually abused by my ex which caused me to have some major anxiety around erotic topics. While I am getting better and can handle certain things, I cannot do erotic roleplays. No matter how much you ask me, the answers pretty much always going to be no. So you might be wondering, "If you can't do erotic RP's, why are you on an adult website?" Well, as someone well over 18, I don't really feel comfortable roleplaying with teenagers. So, here I am.

Another thing that is a good thing to know is that I have Asperger's Syndrome (or High Functioning Autism). What that ultimately means is that I don't pick up on social cues very well and I tend to fixate on certain topics. There's some things that may seem like common knowledge that I just don't understand and that you might need to explain to me. It's usually not a huge issue, and most people don't seem to mind, but I like to let people know in case they're like "What the hell is up with this chick?"

The last two things I want to mention is that I have chronic depression and anxiety. What does that mean for you guys? Well, there will be times when I REALLY want you to reply because I need something to distract myself, which could result in badgering. I'm normally pretty good about not doing that, but if it happens, that's why.

But so we don't end on a sad note, let's do some trivia about me!

  • My favorite color is pink
  • I'm technically a weebo
  • I got into anime when I was 8 through Sailor Moon (my favorite Sailor Scout is Uranus)
  • I'm a middle child
  • My other hobbies include playing video games, watching YouTube, drawing, reading and singing
  • I have an annual pass to Disneyland (my favorite ride is The Haunted Mansion)
  • I've been doing detailed writing since I was in 5th grade
  • Along with my mental issues, I have polycystic ovarian disease and vonWillebrand's Disorder (basically, menstrual cycles are a bitch)
  • My favorite original Pokemon is tied between Bulbasaur and Jigglypuff
  • Before I decided to be a teacher, I wanted to be a cartoonist
  • I briefly did child voice acting for educational music and audio lessons
  • I can't speak Spanish, but I understand a fair amount of it if spoken slowly
  • My favorite Disney princess is Ana, and my favorite Disney villain is Mother Gothel
  • I have a generalized processing and learning disability, but I love learning about new things
  • My favorite book (that isn't a manga) is The Outsiders by S.E. Hinton
  • My favorite animal is Penguins!
  • My preference on pets are cats, but I also have a weakness for floppy eared dogs
  • I've been part of four different weddings; in three of them I was a flower girl, and one I was a bridesmaid
  • I'm considered a social introvert; I enjoy being around people, but being social is exhausting
  • I was in Musical Theater in high school
  • My dream Pokemon team is:
    • Chikorita
    • Piplup
    • Sylveon
    • Cubone
    • Mawile
    • Lapras
 
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Welcome to the Sanctum! <3
I too suffer from severe anxiety as a result to sexual abuse. So you won't be alone here. :3
 
Well, as someone well over 18, I don't really feel comfortable roleplaying with teenagers. So, here I am


Seriously. The maturity difference is a chasm in time and space itself.

I see where you're coming from. Many times there's a terrible drought when it comes to adult writing/games/rps that aren't about sex. An adult site, just a site where adult topics can be discussed with censorship or judgement, is the only place where people interested in writing about erotic themes can go. But, a lot of times, if someone wants to write an adult story, like a hard bitten crime drama, or a supernatural mystery, a depressing morally ambiguous war story, or another story that doesn't revolve around sex, there just aren't many writing partners out there. Sexuality is a big part of the human experience, and so it's reasonable that it would be a big part of characters' lived experience, but it doesn't need to be the focal point of the story. It's like eating. Your character does it a lot, it's a part of life, there's all kinds of different restaurants to try, some are good, some are horrible, but we don't feel the need to detail every single meal. Well, when I'm dieting in real life I do, but that's different.
 
Welcome, Miss Mary.

We have people here at the Sanctum that play in non-erotic scenes. Like SilentVoice said, adult doesn't always equate to erotic.
 
I thought... I thought if I explained that I had Asperger's and depression and PTSD that it would allow people to understand that I'm not... normal... But I suppose in a six paragraph introduction, it's easy to miss... Perhaps... perhaps it's best... that I leave... Too mature to be with teenagers, but too immature to be with adults... that seems to be a struggle that's common among those with Asperger's... I'm so sorry to waste everyone's time...

For now... it's probably best to just... take a break... not jump into a decision... but it seems that... I can't stay here... let's just wait a moment... I'm terribly sorry...
 
Then simply wait :)

You don't have to go. You don't have to leave. Simply stay if you like, read if you like, chat a little bit if you like, or simply be as quiet as you like.

Imagine it like an old bookstore with a coffee bar. You can get a nice booth, with a deep comfortable chair, and read what pleases you or simply sip your coffee and sense the ambience.


I read your intro post and I didn't miss it. You were quite clear and straightforward about what you wanted and what you didn't want. If people don't respect your limits, you can simply ignore them. If people keep bothering you, the staff is just a PM away.
 
I was just gonna post this to show basically what it's like RPing with me, but then I wanted to make edits to what this said about me... ADD is rough.

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