ForestFaeryFawn
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FxF & FxM
Hi! I am Fawn and looking for some roleplay partners. I am used to playing with my friends, but have 10+ years of experience in roleplaying. I am hoping to start some more roleplays on here and look forward to playing with all of you! I also have some DM'ing experience in D&D, if that counts for anything. Just a fair warning, I do not shrink away from the darker themes. Traumatizing my (and potentially your) characters is one of my favorite past-times.
Lately I've been seeing a lot of really good FxF and FxM stories on this forum. I normally only write MxM but I am willing to take a few FxF and FxM stories if the plot is good. I will be playing the female in the FxM stories. I do not play the males in such pairings.
Please send me a DM instead of replying to this thread
About me
- I have hard limits in place for my own good, they will be listed further down in this thread.
- Please communicate with me. I love ooc planning and talking through plots. I can be very enthusiastic about these things. Also, if you have a problem with something please talk it through with me.
- English is not my first language, so there can be some errors in my posts. If this bothers you too much, we're not compatible partners.
- I don't mind short responses, but I can't do one liners. So I decided to make my minimum post length at least 1 paragraph from around 100 words.
- Bigger posts will mean you will have to wait longer. I have the concentration of a squirrel and will get distracted.
- I like to call myself ghost-friendly. I suffer from anxiety, cptsd and a couple of other things. Sometimes I just forget and I can totally imagine you forgetting too. However, I would like a little message if you're going on a trip or on a hiatus or anything like that.
- If I haven't responded in a week, please send me a message! I can be very forgetful and sometimes need a little nudge.
- I live in Europe, so our time-zones most likely differentiate quite a few hours.
- I D&D multiple times a week, so replies might have to wait for a bit. But I will always try to post at least once a week. I prefer quality over quantity.
- That being said, I can reply multiple times a day if my muse if high.
- I don't mind playing against non-humanoid creatures like orcs and such.
- I can & am willing to play D&D-type scenario's.
- I prefer using faceclaims.
- I tend to play more switch and sub-coded characters. I can play dominants, but don't ask me to strictly play dominants. It is not going to happen.
- Smut-only RPs are not destined for me. I can play Smut-heavy RPs, but I need a bit of plot to go along with it. However, I do not have a fixed ratio.
- I only RP in third person.
- I do not RP any fandoms, I'm sorry. I am just not comfortable playing any characters that aren't mine.
- My favourite genre is fantasy, but I do not shy away from modern or slice of life either.
- Honestly, I really like romance in my RPs. Otherwise I will get bored pretty quickly. It doesn't have to be instant-love, but at least give me something. Slow-burn is the best, though!
- My characters will react on what your characters do. So if your character is a jerk, mine will react accordingly.
- My characters are my characters, you don't dictate what they do or think.
- I make new characters for each roleplay
- I haven't played a female character in years, so please be patient with me!
The roles I like to play are in bold
- Reincarnated Lovers
- Enemies to Lovers
- Chihuahua x Golden Retriever (As in energy-types, not the actual dogs)
- Chaos personified x the one that's trying to diffuse said chaos
- Hero x Villain
- Idol x Fan
- Protective x Doesn't need protecting
- Goofy x Serious
- Friends to Lovers
- Soulmates (even better if they hate each other)
- Partners in Crime
- I hate everyone except you x I basically love everyone
- Hunter x The thing they hunt
- Menace x Goody two shoes
- Harems & Poly relationships
- Prince(ss) x Prince(ss)
- Prince(ss) x Commoner
- Slaves x Masters
- Kidnapped x Kidnapper
- Stalker x Stalked
- God x Sacrifice
- Arranged Marriages
- Soulmates
- Reincarnated lovers
- Enemies to Lovers
- Forbidden Love
- Obsessive Love
- Opposites Attract
- Forced Lovers
- Omegaverse
These are a huge plus:
- My character being forced or kidnapped
- An unfair power dynamic
- Cults
- Characters that go undercover
- BDSM / Kinks (think blindfolds, bound hands, etc)
- Queer-characters
- Watersports or anything else with bodily fluids (except cum, but this has limits too. Please talk it through with me)
- Having limbs cut off
- Impregnation (though, for the right plot this can be discussed)
- Incest of any kind
- Scat
- Canibalism
- More might be added later
How many days had it been, since that Dimitri had disappeared? Emery had been wandering the dark streets in the middle of the nights, his instincts in complete overdrive as they took over all of his senses. This new body was one he was struggling to get used to, the thirst in the back of his throat as apparent as hunger used to be.
As you see, Emery was changed. He had been a human before, but wanting to be together with the only friend he had ever had in his life, he had allowed Dimitri to change him into a creature of the night. He was now no longer able to walk the streets when the sun shone down on him, he didn't need human food anymore, he had turned into a hunter of his own kind. Well, they weren't his kind anymore and with every passing day Emery was more and more aware of that fact.
The memories of that fateful night were hazy at best. His mind was clouded over, probably a side effect of his body going through all the changes. If Emery was being honest with himself, most of his memories of the past weeks were hazy too. With nobody to properly guide him, to teach him the ropes of this new existence, Emery was left to the whims of his instincts. And those instincts mostly consisted out of the thirst that was so strong that it would overshadow absolutely everything else.
More than once Emery had woken up out of yet another cloudy haze, his hands covered in blood from a sloppy kill. The body was nowhere in sight, but the metallic taste in the back of his throat was a tell tale sign of the meal that he had just had. Emery had changed into a vampire, and a wild one at that with nobody to help him control the urges that would take over.
In the days and nights that had followed the change, Emery had taken to living in hostels. It was such a big change from the life he had before. He had just settled down, his life finally figured out. He had a home, a small apartment he used to rent in a small town. He had a job as a librarian in the very same town he had lived in. He had known that library like the back of his hand, as it was the place where he had spend many days in the rough early years of his life. And even after that, it had been the only place where he had always felt safe. In between the books with stories of places far away from here, on another plain of existence. Back when he was younger, he had not even known of the existence of vampires. Not until he had met Dimitri, who could have come right out of the books that he loved so much.
Emery knew that he eventually had to return, having lost track of the amount of days that he had spend wandering around. He had called in sick every morning, just before he was going to sleep for the day. They didn't make a fuss about it, as before this Emery didn't call in sick very often. He had fled the village all together, not wanting to hurt anybody near the place he called home.
But if he was telling the truth, he was lonely. Dimitri had been the only friend he had and now he was gone too. To make matters worse, the instincts were so strong that he could barely hold onto the thread of humanity. It threatened to break at any given time. He was lost, alone and scared. He didn't know how to handle himself, now that everything that he had known had changed.
Another night arrived and Emery was just waking up from another deep sleep. His tongue still had that metallic pang, a clear sign of the meal he had the night before. At the very least, it would keep the haze at bay for a couple of days. This gave Emery the chance to gather his wits, in an attempt to make sense of this new life he was given.
With a groan he sat up straight in the hostel bed, his back groaning because of laying still for so long. The dirty blonde moved a hand through his hair, sweeping the long locks out of his face. Getting out of bed he grabbed a t-shirt that was laying over one of the chairs. He pulled it over his chest before slipping into a pair of black jeans as well. He put on the leather boots that looked as if he had already walked a thousand miles on them and shrugged on the leather jacket that looked just as weathered. As he made himself ready for the night, he wondered if he was ever going to be able to go back to the village he had grown up in, even though it hadn't been a pleasant youth. Growing up in an orphanage had been difficult and Emery had been a loner. But he was never truly bullied, knowing how to defend himself. Someone had to take care of him after all, and nobody else was going to do it. Not until Dimitri.
Next to the hazy frenzies that Emery would regularly find himself in, he was trying to find Dimitri. Traveling from place to place, he searched whenever he could. This was another one of those nights, where Emery would eventually find himself wandering the streets of yet another unfamiliar town. Scavenging the alleys of said town, in search of the friend that had disappeared.
As you see, Emery was changed. He had been a human before, but wanting to be together with the only friend he had ever had in his life, he had allowed Dimitri to change him into a creature of the night. He was now no longer able to walk the streets when the sun shone down on him, he didn't need human food anymore, he had turned into a hunter of his own kind. Well, they weren't his kind anymore and with every passing day Emery was more and more aware of that fact.
The memories of that fateful night were hazy at best. His mind was clouded over, probably a side effect of his body going through all the changes. If Emery was being honest with himself, most of his memories of the past weeks were hazy too. With nobody to properly guide him, to teach him the ropes of this new existence, Emery was left to the whims of his instincts. And those instincts mostly consisted out of the thirst that was so strong that it would overshadow absolutely everything else.
More than once Emery had woken up out of yet another cloudy haze, his hands covered in blood from a sloppy kill. The body was nowhere in sight, but the metallic taste in the back of his throat was a tell tale sign of the meal that he had just had. Emery had changed into a vampire, and a wild one at that with nobody to help him control the urges that would take over.
In the days and nights that had followed the change, Emery had taken to living in hostels. It was such a big change from the life he had before. He had just settled down, his life finally figured out. He had a home, a small apartment he used to rent in a small town. He had a job as a librarian in the very same town he had lived in. He had known that library like the back of his hand, as it was the place where he had spend many days in the rough early years of his life. And even after that, it had been the only place where he had always felt safe. In between the books with stories of places far away from here, on another plain of existence. Back when he was younger, he had not even known of the existence of vampires. Not until he had met Dimitri, who could have come right out of the books that he loved so much.
Emery knew that he eventually had to return, having lost track of the amount of days that he had spend wandering around. He had called in sick every morning, just before he was going to sleep for the day. They didn't make a fuss about it, as before this Emery didn't call in sick very often. He had fled the village all together, not wanting to hurt anybody near the place he called home.
But if he was telling the truth, he was lonely. Dimitri had been the only friend he had and now he was gone too. To make matters worse, the instincts were so strong that he could barely hold onto the thread of humanity. It threatened to break at any given time. He was lost, alone and scared. He didn't know how to handle himself, now that everything that he had known had changed.
Another night arrived and Emery was just waking up from another deep sleep. His tongue still had that metallic pang, a clear sign of the meal he had the night before. At the very least, it would keep the haze at bay for a couple of days. This gave Emery the chance to gather his wits, in an attempt to make sense of this new life he was given.
With a groan he sat up straight in the hostel bed, his back groaning because of laying still for so long. The dirty blonde moved a hand through his hair, sweeping the long locks out of his face. Getting out of bed he grabbed a t-shirt that was laying over one of the chairs. He pulled it over his chest before slipping into a pair of black jeans as well. He put on the leather boots that looked as if he had already walked a thousand miles on them and shrugged on the leather jacket that looked just as weathered. As he made himself ready for the night, he wondered if he was ever going to be able to go back to the village he had grown up in, even though it hadn't been a pleasant youth. Growing up in an orphanage had been difficult and Emery had been a loner. But he was never truly bullied, knowing how to defend himself. Someone had to take care of him after all, and nobody else was going to do it. Not until Dimitri.
Next to the hazy frenzies that Emery would regularly find himself in, he was trying to find Dimitri. Traveling from place to place, he searched whenever he could. This was another one of those nights, where Emery would eventually find himself wandering the streets of yet another unfamiliar town. Scavenging the alleys of said town, in search of the friend that had disappeared.
I currently have no plots for these pairings, but if you crave something please send me a message!