Psychodurus Eques
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Hello~! I'm ✧Psych✧. I like magical girls, ninjas, and epic battles of destiny.
This is my search for companions in storytelling.
Basic Bullet Points
So. Roleplaying. The final frontier.
Why do I roleplay? What do I want to get out of it?
I want to tell stories. Slip away from my life and live another one, just for a moment.
I want to create worlds. Especially fantastical ones that are weird as you can get.
I want to imagine scenes. Sometimes I just get a picture in my mind and I want to contextualize it in a narrative.
I want to express ideas and explore themes. Little concepts that fascinate me and I want to include in my stories.
I want to, well, play roles. Having the right character is probably the most important aspect to me.
And most of all, I want to meet new friends. Otherwise, I may as well write by myself, right?
I always have trouble putting together my ideas in a coherent fashion, but I'm going to try and throw off the shackles of all my writer's block, social awkwardness, and general indecisiveness, and hopefully make an awesome request thread!
A bit of a summary:
1. Looking to play ciswomen and transwomen with a partner who does the same
2. Primarily looking for some kind of high fantasy roleplay
3. Some sexual content, but I'm pretty vanilla and don't like sex scenes that drag on for too long
4. Preferring concise posts over super-long /novella types
5. I like being able to play multiple characters, not just focusing on one
6. Very interested in finding a good small group roleplay
7. I'd appreciate a partner who really likes OOC socialization
If that sounds good, read on for my more in-depth preferences.
What do I want in a partner?
Obviously, I want a like-minded individual. The ideal roleplaying partner is someone who really wants a lot of the same things that I do. Doesn't need to be 100%, it's good if we have some differences, but I'd like as much as possible.
Some of the main things I want from a partner are:
• Socializing! I like to make friends! I mean, it's only reason I even really bother trying to write with other people. It's kind of important since if I get busy, or side-tracked, and my time and interest for stories runs low, it's having a personal connection that keeps me from bailing. I don't expect to be best blood brothers, just, y'know, decent internet friends. (If you like to talk over chat, feel free to ask for my Discord).
• I respond best to people who have a lot of positive energy. People who get hype, people who instigate things in the story, who want to geek out about the story and discuss it and plot and scheme and in general be expressive.
• Not into the novella length posts. Look, I can write as much as I please. I can write ten thousand words in a day, easy. But that's not what I want out of roleplaying. I want a quicker, more casual back and forth.
• I'm hoping to find someone who will build an idea with me from the ground up. I have a list of current interests, cravings, and fascinations, but not so much ultra-fleshed out plot ideas.
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What kind of character do I want to play?
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What kind of character do I want to play against?
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What kind of relationship should they have?
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Story Elements
In General:
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Erotic Content
Ok, so what do I want when it comes to sex in roleplays?
A few general preferences are:
• I am pretty vanilla for the most part. There's some stuff I like, some stuff I'm flexible on, but there's a lot of kinks I just don't find interesting.
• I want a plot, not just smut. As much as I like sexual content, sex scenes themselves can get burn me out quickly if I have to do them constantly. It's the buildup, the flirting, the creation of an erotic atmosphere with minor sexy details and moments that immerse me in an erotic story, not just a ton of sex scenes. Ideally, I suppose my breakdown would be something like 10% straight-up sex scenes, 30% other erotic/sexy content, 60% everything else, if that makes sense?
• I don't like sex scenes that drag on for too long. If they're going to bang all night, that's cool, but I would just as soon fast forward than describe every single position they do. I like the scenario, build-up, and after-interactions more than the intercourse itself.
ONs
•Banter - Snark, teasing, flirting, playful insults, even outside of sexual subjects I like dialogue.
• Characters that have a more casual attitude towards things like sexy and nudity. (I'd love a chance to play a nudist character, though, I haven't really had a story/setting where it would fit).
• Exhibitionism, public sex, performing for an audience… anything along those lines.
• Outdoor sex scenes in general.
You can kind of see my main trend here.
I'm fine with some light BDSM elements, bondage and the like, but they don't usually super engage my interest.
OFFs
• Anal. I really don't have a taste for it. It doesn't appeal to me aesthetically. This is one I'm willing to be flexible on if it means finding a good partner, but it's something my partner should know.
•Anything related to pregnancy.
• Rape – In general, I don't find non-con or dub-con to be a turn-on. Basing a plot heavily on it generally alienates me quickly, and any time I've permitted it in a group RP it's ended up being really stupid and completely wrecked by ability to feel invested. I like when both characters have enthusiastic consent. In the right story, I might be willing to include it if it's serious and with a partner I feel particularly comfortable with, but it really depends.
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Current Cravings
This is my search for companions in storytelling.
Basic Bullet Points
- I am like 99% interesting in FxF at the moment, but there are some major exceptions for the right partner which are detailed below.
- I am 90% interested in medieval/ancient/renaissance-ish fantasy type settings, although there might be some modern fantasy setting ideas I'd be interested in.
- Looking for something that can incorporate frequent erotic content, but won't involve sex scenes that drag on and on and on.
So. Roleplaying. The final frontier.
Why do I roleplay? What do I want to get out of it?
I want to tell stories. Slip away from my life and live another one, just for a moment.
I want to create worlds. Especially fantastical ones that are weird as you can get.
I want to imagine scenes. Sometimes I just get a picture in my mind and I want to contextualize it in a narrative.
I want to express ideas and explore themes. Little concepts that fascinate me and I want to include in my stories.
I want to, well, play roles. Having the right character is probably the most important aspect to me.
And most of all, I want to meet new friends. Otherwise, I may as well write by myself, right?
I always have trouble putting together my ideas in a coherent fashion, but I'm going to try and throw off the shackles of all my writer's block, social awkwardness, and general indecisiveness, and hopefully make an awesome request thread!
A bit of a summary:
1. Looking to play ciswomen and transwomen with a partner who does the same
2. Primarily looking for some kind of high fantasy roleplay
3. Some sexual content, but I'm pretty vanilla and don't like sex scenes that drag on for too long
4. Preferring concise posts over super-long /novella types
5. I like being able to play multiple characters, not just focusing on one
6. Very interested in finding a good small group roleplay
7. I'd appreciate a partner who really likes OOC socialization
If that sounds good, read on for my more in-depth preferences.
What do I want in a partner?
Obviously, I want a like-minded individual. The ideal roleplaying partner is someone who really wants a lot of the same things that I do. Doesn't need to be 100%, it's good if we have some differences, but I'd like as much as possible.
Some of the main things I want from a partner are:
• Socializing! I like to make friends! I mean, it's only reason I even really bother trying to write with other people. It's kind of important since if I get busy, or side-tracked, and my time and interest for stories runs low, it's having a personal connection that keeps me from bailing. I don't expect to be best blood brothers, just, y'know, decent internet friends. (If you like to talk over chat, feel free to ask for my Discord).
• I respond best to people who have a lot of positive energy. People who get hype, people who instigate things in the story, who want to geek out about the story and discuss it and plot and scheme and in general be expressive.
• Not into the novella length posts. Look, I can write as much as I please. I can write ten thousand words in a day, easy. But that's not what I want out of roleplaying. I want a quicker, more casual back and forth.
• I'm hoping to find someone who will build an idea with me from the ground up. I have a list of current interests, cravings, and fascinations, but not so much ultra-fleshed out plot ideas.
What kind of character do I want to play?
(This applies to my primary characters who will potentially involved in sex scenes)
• Gender: Most of the time, I play women (including transwomen). If I play men, they'll usually be pretty feminine (unless it's a side character or something). Might play non-binary characters from time to time.
• Sexuality: I tend not to define my characters' sexuality. You can bet they'll at least be interested in women. Some might be pansexual.
• Species: I play humans or humanoids with slightly exotic traits (like a tail or something). I might play something like a mermaid or centaur if I have a particular character idea for it, but it would be rather uncommon.
• Age: Most of my characters are in the 18-38 range.
• Other Trends: I really like playing characters who are very comfortable with their bodies. You should be down with some casual nudity.
• Multiple Characters. I always have more characters ideas, and frequently suffer getting distracted by the new-shiny. I also tend to burn out more quickly when I have to focus on a single pair of characters. As such, I greatly appreciate anyone who wants to do at least a few "main" characters.
• Gender: Most of the time, I play women (including transwomen). If I play men, they'll usually be pretty feminine (unless it's a side character or something). Might play non-binary characters from time to time.
• Sexuality: I tend not to define my characters' sexuality. You can bet they'll at least be interested in women. Some might be pansexual.
• Species: I play humans or humanoids with slightly exotic traits (like a tail or something). I might play something like a mermaid or centaur if I have a particular character idea for it, but it would be rather uncommon.
• Age: Most of my characters are in the 18-38 range.
• Other Trends: I really like playing characters who are very comfortable with their bodies. You should be down with some casual nudity.
• Multiple Characters. I always have more characters ideas, and frequently suffer getting distracted by the new-shiny. I also tend to burn out more quickly when I have to focus on a single pair of characters. As such, I greatly appreciate anyone who wants to do at least a few "main" characters.
What kind of character do I want to play against?
(Again, applies mostly to characters involved in sex scenes)
• Same as what I like to play, above.
• I tend to react best to more aggressive and outgoing characters. I don't react well to characters who are overly distant or coy. Chalk it up to bad rp experiences. I'd ask you save your aloof loners and shy maidens until we've roleplayed together a bit.
• Similar to the above, I'm only really interested in mostly-human characters, maybe half-humanoid types on occasion.
• Same as what I like to play, above.
• I tend to react best to more aggressive and outgoing characters. I don't react well to characters who are overly distant or coy. Chalk it up to bad rp experiences. I'd ask you save your aloof loners and shy maidens until we've roleplayed together a bit.
• Similar to the above, I'm only really interested in mostly-human characters, maybe half-humanoid types on occasion.
What kind of relationship should they have?
• I like positive relationships. I like characters that want to get closer to each other. I like intense bonds, but not usually a stereotypical romance. I prefer when conflict comes from external factors and it's hard for me to maintain interest in abusive or overly tumultuous relationships.
• Fast? Slow? I don't want things to be forced, but I'm not really the slow-burn type. Sometimes that feels just as forced. I mean, hey, my characters are all DTF and they'd appreciate someone who is like-minded. I like plot over smut, but my longest-running (and current) rp started with a sex scene, and it was a great way to kick off the story, much preferred to waiting ages before the character kinda maybe have an intimate moment.
• I'm not really into the whole dom/sub dynamic. My characters aren't submissive. They aren't really dominant either. So I guess I'm most interested in switches if it comes to that.
• Platonic pairings are cool too. I'd like to do more, actually (esp. something with long-lost siblings or cousins), since it's something different.
• I like polyamory. I like when characters can all develop their relationships together independently, without having to be the one-and-only of one particular character.
• Fast? Slow? I don't want things to be forced, but I'm not really the slow-burn type. Sometimes that feels just as forced. I mean, hey, my characters are all DTF and they'd appreciate someone who is like-minded. I like plot over smut, but my longest-running (and current) rp started with a sex scene, and it was a great way to kick off the story, much preferred to waiting ages before the character kinda maybe have an intimate moment.
• I'm not really into the whole dom/sub dynamic. My characters aren't submissive. They aren't really dominant either. So I guess I'm most interested in switches if it comes to that.
• Platonic pairings are cool too. I'd like to do more, actually (esp. something with long-lost siblings or cousins), since it's something different.
• I like polyamory. I like when characters can all develop their relationships together independently, without having to be the one-and-only of one particular character.
Story Elements
In General:
• A mix of light and dark. I like edginess as much as anybody, but when there's nothing but pointless darkness and depravity, I find it really boring. But when I say I want a lighter story, I don't mean I want it to be all happy-slappy-go-lucky. I want the clash between positive and negative. I like stories that can touch on love, fear, joy, rage, and everything in between. I like when characters can joke with each other through tragedy.
• If I had to lean one way or the other, I lean to the light. When I roleplay, I want to have fun. Most of my roleplays have always gotten serious and heavy, I want to do something more comical some time.
• A sense of mystery and wonder. Strange and surreal environents, hidden secrets, odd concepts, and the feeling that anything could be possible. Pushing the boundaries of imagination.
• Intriguing aesthetics. I like to draw inspiration from tons of artwork and real world photographs. I like taking what is presented by the image and trying to incorporate it into the world, branching out from that and worrying about making sense of it later.
• Adventure. I like characters with lofty goals, or ones that get roped into exciting events. I like quests, I like journeys, I like conspiracies. Characters that get shaken out of their ordinary lives or deliberately jump outside them to engage in pursuits that are extraordinary even by the standards of their world. Also, part of it is my interest in worldbuilding, and wanting the characters to discover that world. It can be as big in scope to discovering a new continent, to just visiting that shop on main street you've never been inside before.
• Over-the-top characters and settings. Glam rockers on motorbikes fighting cyborg monsters from hell on a mountain of coke and unstable ordnance. I have yet to have anyone take me up or pitch something really surreal to me, but I'm holding out for it. Bonus points if it involves skipping across bizarre dimensions.
• If I had to lean one way or the other, I lean to the light. When I roleplay, I want to have fun. Most of my roleplays have always gotten serious and heavy, I want to do something more comical some time.
• A sense of mystery and wonder. Strange and surreal environents, hidden secrets, odd concepts, and the feeling that anything could be possible. Pushing the boundaries of imagination.
• Intriguing aesthetics. I like to draw inspiration from tons of artwork and real world photographs. I like taking what is presented by the image and trying to incorporate it into the world, branching out from that and worrying about making sense of it later.
• Adventure. I like characters with lofty goals, or ones that get roped into exciting events. I like quests, I like journeys, I like conspiracies. Characters that get shaken out of their ordinary lives or deliberately jump outside them to engage in pursuits that are extraordinary even by the standards of their world. Also, part of it is my interest in worldbuilding, and wanting the characters to discover that world. It can be as big in scope to discovering a new continent, to just visiting that shop on main street you've never been inside before.
• Over-the-top characters and settings. Glam rockers on motorbikes fighting cyborg monsters from hell on a mountain of coke and unstable ordnance. I have yet to have anyone take me up or pitch something really surreal to me, but I'm holding out for it. Bonus points if it involves skipping across bizarre dimensions.
Erotic Content
Ok, so what do I want when it comes to sex in roleplays?
A few general preferences are:
• I am pretty vanilla for the most part. There's some stuff I like, some stuff I'm flexible on, but there's a lot of kinks I just don't find interesting.
• I want a plot, not just smut. As much as I like sexual content, sex scenes themselves can get burn me out quickly if I have to do them constantly. It's the buildup, the flirting, the creation of an erotic atmosphere with minor sexy details and moments that immerse me in an erotic story, not just a ton of sex scenes. Ideally, I suppose my breakdown would be something like 10% straight-up sex scenes, 30% other erotic/sexy content, 60% everything else, if that makes sense?
• I don't like sex scenes that drag on for too long. If they're going to bang all night, that's cool, but I would just as soon fast forward than describe every single position they do. I like the scenario, build-up, and after-interactions more than the intercourse itself.
ONs
•Banter - Snark, teasing, flirting, playful insults, even outside of sexual subjects I like dialogue.
• Characters that have a more casual attitude towards things like sexy and nudity. (I'd love a chance to play a nudist character, though, I haven't really had a story/setting where it would fit).
• Exhibitionism, public sex, performing for an audience… anything along those lines.
• Outdoor sex scenes in general.
You can kind of see my main trend here.
I'm fine with some light BDSM elements, bondage and the like, but they don't usually super engage my interest.
OFFs
• Anal. I really don't have a taste for it. It doesn't appeal to me aesthetically. This is one I'm willing to be flexible on if it means finding a good partner, but it's something my partner should know.
•Anything related to pregnancy.
• Rape – In general, I don't find non-con or dub-con to be a turn-on. Basing a plot heavily on it generally alienates me quickly, and any time I've permitted it in a group RP it's ended up being really stupid and completely wrecked by ability to feel invested. I like when both characters have enthusiastic consent. In the right story, I might be willing to include it if it's serious and with a partner I feel particularly comfortable with, but it really depends.
Current Cravings
- I've really been craving something with multiple partners, but conventional group searches haven't been working out. Mostly because I have specific things I want.
I've really, really been wanting a trans-friendly, wlw-centric fantasy roleplay. Preferably with room for me to play multiple characters, and I'd love at least two partners who love the same. It wouldn't have to be 100% no male characters, it's just the core I'm looking for. General group roleplays tend towards the usual straight stuff and it tends to not be enough for me to really invest in fully.
I'm open mostly to freeform, and might be open to rules-light systems like Risus or Fate Accelerated.
If you think you'd want to collaborate on something like that, please shoot me a message.
- I've also been hoping to run a CYOA type story for a partner, something where I could set up a world for them to explore, and play a bunch of sexy female characters for them to have possible encounters with. (With this, though, I have to emphasize I want a plot foremost and not just use it as an excuse to string together sexual encounters. I'd get bored. I want to run an awesome adventure for someone and just have the sexy times come up when it flows naturally).
I do have stipulations that I won't run this for a masculine male character, so don't ask, and I won't do encounter where I play masculine men, monsters, or the like.
- I want an opportunity to play a nudist character. But I don't want it to be ridiculously focused on the sexy aspects of it. It's a concept I find fascinating due to juxtaposition of the confidence of a person comfortable with their body and the vulnerability inherent with being naked, and I want to include it in a character without having to make too much of a constant big deal about it.
In non-erotic rps, it's usually not welcome, but on erotic rp sites, it's usually focused on "omg exhibitionist" aspects, and I want an rp partner who appreciates the concept in subtler ways, just as I do.
This would require a setting where such things are more normalized, even if uncommon. Or at least not an issue where everybody is going to be commenting on it. Also should take place somewhere warm.