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CURRENT CRAVINGS: disney's twisted wonderland.
hello, one & all! you can call me lynn. pronouns are she/they, i'm a 25+ roleplayer with over a decade of writing experience. i'd prefer not to interact with anyone under 18.
while i'm mostly interested in some fandom roleplays, with themes focusing heavily on romance. i am also perfectly fine with nsfw situations, & any characters involved in scenes like this will be aged up to 18+ as necessary. whether or not i'll do canon/canon ships depends heavily on the fandom in question, but i'll get into that more in the fandoms tab. doubling is always encouraged for canon/oc roleplays!
while i can do any sexuality for any pairing, it's important to note that all of my ocs are women/femme-aligned, & i have no interest in making male/masc-aligned ones. when it comes to fictional pairings, i tend to get bored easily if there are no women or femme characters involved, unless it's a dynamic i'm really invested in. just something to keep in mind!
i can do smut, but i'd prefer not to have it be the main focus of the roleplay. i mainly roleplay to explore story, character, & relationship dynamics. smut can be an important tool in exploring those things, but i'd prefer if there was more going on beyond that.
bigotry of any kind is not welcome here. homo/trans/queerphobia, racism, anti-semitism, ableism, etc. will result in a block/report if you interact with me. i myself am very queer, neurodivergent & mentally ill, so i try my best to respect everyone.
if you have any questions/concerns, please don't hesitate to ask. i look forward to meeting you! -
general writing stuff:
in terms of starters & replies (the former i'm terrible at but i try my best), my minimum length tends to be about 4-5 paragraphs, & i can do a maximum of novella length. i just struggle to shut the fuck up sometimes, so it's difficult for me to write something shorter than that. if you can't match my length each time, however, don't worry about it! all i really ask for is a decent-sized paragraph so i have something to work with.
i don't really have a "schedule" for writing/responding -- due to aforementioned neurodivergence & mental health issues, i tend to have problems with memory & executive function. if i fail to reply after two weeks, feel free to message me with a reminder! i try my best not to ghost people & if i do, it's never on purpose. if i'm struggling, suffering writer's block, or just no longer interested, i'll be sure to say something. the issue is likely that just forgot. ^^;;
that being said, i also struggle with some pretty bad rejection sensitive dysphoria, so if you lose interest or don't think we'd vibe well enough, please tell me! i'd much prefer to be told these things rather than left wondering whether i've done something wrong.
as you'll see below, i don't have many triggers; i'm open to trying a lot of things. ofc, if you have any triggers i should know about, i'd be more than happy to respect them. i'd never intentionally trigger or upset someone.
& as always, if you have any questions/concerns, feel free to let me know!!
subjects i enjoy exploring through roleplay:
trauma & mental illness, in all its forms
love & romance, in all its forms (naturally)
queer / lgbtq+ characters, themes, & relationships
polyamorous / open relationships
character studies & exploration
angst (with a happy ending)
toxic / codependent / unhealthy relationship dynamics (including yandere)
general relationship dynamics
family & platonic relationships (including family building)
fluff / slow burn (not too slow tho, i get a little impatient ;u;)
that's all i can think of rn, but i'm always down to try new things within reason! if you're curious about something specific, you can always just ask.
kinks/nsfw things i enjoy:
INTIMACY! INTIMACY! INTIMACY!!!
age gaps (between adults)
size difference
dom/sub or top/bottom play (i am a bottom bitch i'm sorry lmao)
a / b / o dynamics
light breeding (i'd prefer to keep actual pregnancy out of smut scenes tho.)
knife & blood play
dubcon
light bondage
praise kink / body worship
foreplay / multiple orgasms / overstimulation
threesomes
light furries (as in animal ears & tail on an otherwise human-looking character)
generally inhuman characters (vampires, demons, humanoid aliens, etc.)
biting / marking / claiming
mild toy play
mild pain play
mild pdlg (mostly just in the form of daddy/mommy kinks.)
experimentation
diving into the sexual chemistry of a pairing, if that makes sense?? like, exploring the nsfw aspects of their relationship outside of actual smut scenes.
idk what else to add, just ask if there's something you have in mind, i guess [cries in (mostly) vanilla]
triggers & general squicks:
heavy abuse & extreme angst (think whump or hurt / no comfort. basically, i need my angst to have a happy or at least hopeful ending.)
heavy gore, physical / psychological torture
animal cruelty
drug use (alcohol & weed are okay, but nothing beyond that)
cheating / infidelity
nsfw squicks / dislikes:
explicit noncon (as listed above, dubcon is okay)
degradation (if you call any of my ocs a slut during they will cry lmao.)
explicit furries / fully inhuman characters (aliens that don't look anything near human, for example. we can discuss this as we go.)
hardcore s&m / heavy pain play
heavy toy play
child play / diaper stuff
actual incest (including step-families)
voyeurism / sex in public spaces (generally isolated spots would be fine tho. in a janitor's closet or hidden somewhere would be fine; on a bus full of people in the open wouldn't be.)
Inflation
impregnation / pregnancy sex
necrophilia (including zombies)
vore
vomit
bathroom play (like the bodily functions... i shouldn't be writing this while i'm eating smh.)
sexual torture / body mutilation / gore / anything similar
cannibalism
feet fetish
tickle torture
there's probably more but this is all i can think of for now. as always, you can just ask about specific kinks if they're not listed. -
this tab is pretty self-explanatory; it's all the different fandoms i roleplay & the pairings i'd be interested in. i don't really do live action fandoms or rpf, so i'm afraid this won't work if you're specifically looking for something like that.
if the fandom has a star next to it, it means that my memory of the series is pretty fuzzy so it's currently on my list of things to rewatch/play/read so i can refresh my memory. i'm still open to try roleplaying it, but my memory of certain canon aspects might not be the best atm.
will be updated as i try new things! if you have any questions/concerns, feel free to shoot me a message. ^^
IMPORTANT NOTE: any & all characters will be aged up to 18+ as necessary, as previously stated.
|| anime / manga / cartoons ||
my hero academia / boku no hero academia.
canon / oc or oc / oc ships only!
soul eater.*
soul / maka
maka / chrona
canon / oc or oc / oc ships
avatar: the last airbender.*
zuko / katara
azula / ty lee / mai (all three or any combination)
canon / oc or oc / oc ships
teen titans (2003).
robin / starfire
raven / starfire
bb / terra
bb / raven
canon / oc or oc / oc ships
inuyasha.
inuyasha / kagome
inuyasha / kikyou
naraku / kikyou
miroku / sango
kagome / sango
sesshoumaru / adult!rin (haven't watched yashahime, i only have some mild spoilers.)
canon / oc or oc / oc ships
fullmetal alchemist (2003 or brotherhood).
ed / winry
roy / riza
ling / lan fan
canon / oc or oc / oc ships
ouran high school host club.
canon / oc or oc / oc ships only!
tokyo mew mew (hasn't started the second season of the remake yet rip).
masaya / ichigo
kisshu / ichigo
mint / zakuro
ryou / lettuce
any other combination of ichigo / mint / lettuce / zakuro
canon / oc or oc / oc ships
revolutionary girl utena.
utena / anthy
juri / shiori
canon / oc or oc / oc ships
puella magi madoka magica.
any combination of madoka / homura / kyouko / mami / sayaka
canon / oc or oc / oc ships
happy sugar life.
satou / older!shio (see: vol. 11 shio chapter of the manga.)
satou / shouko
|| video games ||
disney's twisted wonderland / twst.
canon / oc or oc / oc only!
danganronpa (full series, including the dr3 anime).
canon / oc or oc / oc ships only!
higurashi no naku koro ni (have watched gou, sotsu & the original anime as well, but i prefer the vn).
any combination of keiichi / mion / rena / satoshi / shion (except for shion / mion)
satoko / rika (both aged up)
canon / oc or oc / oc ships
umineko no naku koro ni (vn or manga only).
battler / beatrice
george / shannon
kanon / jessica
shannon / jessica
mammon / ange
bernkastel / lambdadelta
(probably more, just ask lol.)
canon/oc or oc/oc ships
doki doki literature club!
any combination of monika / sayori / yuri / natsuki
canon / oc or oc / oc ships
cooking companions.
anatoly / mariah
anatoly / gregor
canon / oc or oc /oc ships
omori.
hero / mari
any combination of older!sunny / basil / aubrey / kel
canon / oc or oc / oc ships
undertale.*
canon / oc or oc / oc ships only!
witch's heart.*
canon / oc or oc / oc ships only!
sally face.*
canon / oc or oc / oc ships only!
stardew valley.
canon / oc or oc / oc ships only!
the arcana: a mystic romance.
canon / oc or oc / oc ships only!
otomania / genius inc. otome games.
(canon / oc ships only for all.)
chimera: complex hearts
demon hunter: cursed hearts
demonic suitors
feral hearts
forest of destiny
guardians of the zodiac
lullaby of demonia
onmyouji: beyond time
paranormal cryptid lovers
shinigami soul agency
spirits of the shrine
the kabuki phantom
the lost fate of the oni
the rondo of oblivion
twilight host club
welcome to the yokai inn
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within this school of mages, there exists an anomaly. a paradox of flesh and blood; something that was never meant to exist in this world, but somehow arrived here all the same. it wasn't just about her being the only girl at an all boys' school -- no, it was so much more than that. like all the other students, one day, a carriage came for her. afterwards, she awoke in a coffin in a hall of mirrors and now lived as one of the students. (ironic, really, that she'd wake in a coffin of all things.)
the first days spent here, she had been trapped in a shock-induced daze, a thick cloud fogging her mind. little by little, her clarity returned, but any understanding of her situation still eluded her. every morning, she'd look in the mirror -- the same mirror that showed her the strangest images in her dreams, visions her already jumbled mind wasn't sure whether or not it should recognize -- and she would wonder. she felt the rise and fall of her chest, the thrum of blood pumping through her. signs of breathing lungs and a beating heart, a body filled with warm, unspilled blood. this body was alive, there was no denying that.
she was also well aware of who this body belonged to. the face she'd known her whole life, that eternally familiar stranger that had always lived in her mirror. every detail was the same, down to the smallest freckle. this body was that of serenity price, the girl she remembered being before.
except, except, it wasn't right. something was not right. though she supposed it couldn't be, could it? she's heard this story before, in a thousand different books and movies. resurrection never comes without a cost. when something is brought back, it always comes back wrong, somehow. for her, it was much the same. in some life running parallel to this one, this same flesh and blood was buried in a cemetery, or cremated in an urn. serenity price is dead, and yet here was this girl with the same face, the same mind, the same memories, who rose from a coffin in a school of magic with no clue as to how or, more importantly, why. she wasn't the same as before. something had been lost, although she wasn't sure what. she wasn't sure about much of anything.
nothing other than this: her existence here was an impossibility, in every conceivable way. even in a world full of mages -- some so powerful their moods could change weather patterns in mere moments -- this scenario was more than bizarre. how was any human mind meant to make sense of this? none of that was even mentioning the circumstances that resulted in her death. not the memories of all she'd experienced in her previous life, nor the memories of her death itself. her mind threatened to collapse under the weight of it all. it was too much.
fortunately for her, this school also offered an abundance of means to distract herself. so, she incorporated all these strange events into her daily routine as if she's been doing it forever. she made friends -- an abundance of them, in fact, in spite of how many of them stubbornly refused to use that word. she worked hard, studied subjects about a world completely foreign to her, played her part as the ramshackle prefect dutifully.
she had known from the beginning that there was a reason she was brought here. she couldn't explain how she knew, but she felt it deep within, carved into her bones, written into the individual strands of her dna. now, after numerous overblot incidents, her role in this world was becoming clear. this school was filled to the brim with broken students. mages of extraordinary talent and limitless potential, but still broken all the same. all of them had suffered for reasons beyond their control, and desperately wanted to escape the circumstances forced upon them. they all had something to prove, pushed themselves too far in their desperation, allowed the negativity to consume them until it nearly snuffed out their lives. it's a familiar story.
given all of this, it should have been obvious from the very first overblot, what she was meant to do here. it was in serenity's nature to love the unloved, to want the unwanted. her heart has always belonged to those who were rejected, abandoned, or, yes, even villainized by the world around them. she could connect to the monsters in anyone, offer a salve to soothe their pain, even as she suffocated under the weight of her own. this was her purpose, and the world would ensure that she fulfilled it. even if she wanted to remove herself from the equation a second time, she couldn't.
it would have been easy if she had done it in the time before she knew anyone, but it was too late for that. she has already loved, with every piece of her decimated heart, and knew that the feeling was mutual for many. it would make her such a terribly messy criminal, to leave her fingerprints on so many hearts just to leave them all behind. serenity had done that before, and she would carry the weight of her regret until her final breath. she couldn't bear to make the same mistake twice. besides, if she was really brought here for a reason, there had to be grander forces at work, and they probably wouldn't be done with her anytime soon. even if she tried, how likely was she to succeed?
(self-mythologizing at its finest, one could presume. in what world was she ever that special? still, it was better than the alternative. the idea that nothing in her whole existence -- not even this strange life-after-death -- has ever had any purpose or meaning, that none of it matters... serenity couldn't contemplate the idea of being wrong. she wouldn't dare.)
but none of that was important. right now, she has her role to play.
among the spaces in-between the sorrow and anger and confusion, life had been kind enough to offer her small fortunes. little glimmers of hope in the dark, more precious than any diamond. it seemed that what came as a curse for the a certain someone came as a blessing in her eyes. serenity was an overflowing well of compassion and empathy towards everyone she cared for. the previous overblot victims in particular were all considered dear to her -- after helping them conquer the literal physical manifestations of their internal demons, how could they not be?
out of all of them, though, none had captured her quite like him. she could find something to empathize with in just about anyone, and with him it was no different. except it was. different enough for her to grow a particular fondness for him, in a way she hasn't for anyone else. she couldn't say what set him apart, but it didn't really matter. regardless, all the overblot victims seemed to think that no one else could understand their plights, which already gave her plenty to connect to.
getting him to truly open up to her was an ordeal in itself. she was still afraid of pushing him too far, too fast. these were wounds that only time could heal. regardless of what was going on inside of her own heart, she still wanted to hold space for his. she had been making an effort to give him some breathing room, to take things slow in the hopes that he'd let her in if she were patient enough.
still, it was becoming clear that things were growing stagnant between them, and that she had to act. this project would provide a good opportunity to spend time with him. maybe if she were brave enough, she could start testing the waters, so to speak. if she wanted him to trust her, she'd have to lead by example. he wasn't the only one grappling with the terrifying ordeal of being known, after all.
so, without hesitation, she quickly gathered up her belongings into her bag and went to confront him.
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