Auracle
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Auracle hums in response. He tilts his head thoughtfully. "Well, If you don't know, and I don't know.. Maybe the tent does."
He taps twice on the scrying orb, just a fidget. Then he picks it up and tosses it above them, a quick fluid motion. In a flicker of light fractals, the orb flashes into a ball of sunlight then dims to a more comfortable brightness. Auracle can't help but grin as he hears Cordelia's shadows hiss from across the room. "Whoops." He chuckles. "Forgot how bright that can be."
He turns, stepping further into the abandoned partition. His orb of light floats along side him, illuminating the area. Spiders scatter back into their webs, fleeing from the light. There's a shelf of dried herbs and incense, so old they're crumbling and some are half eaten by something. The rest of the area is filled with various looms, tapestries and baskets of materials. Some are half done and abandoned. A few are hung up with no source of how. The rest are folded neatly and stacked two or three feet high.
"This is where most of our blankets and rugs came from." He half jests. He runs a hand along some of the old wood, starting to mumble out loud to himself. "Now which one.. What brought you to this corner..." A small quack sounds beside him, startling him only for a second. He smiles, crouching and petting the fae duck beside his feet. "Don't suppose you know? You're more in tune with the tent than me."
The little thing quacks then preens at the attention. It starts to waddle its way along the stacks of woven things, tilting its head as if it were really thinking and looking. It stops near one pile, then nips at a loose thread and tugs. Auracle rises and follows. He attempts to pull out the one the duck is tugging at, but it's stuck near the bottom. He sits, crossing his legs, and carefully tries to lift and pull. Yet, despite his carefulness, the whole pile falls atop him. Colorful fabrics of various scenes, different worlds and some very random things.
He huffs. "Damn, well that wasn't very graceful." Another small quack is provided as commentary. "Yes, yes. I did ask for your help." He sighs.
He adjusts his blindfold. It had slipped down half his face, revealing blue eyes that can't seem to find focus. He covers them again, tying the wrapping taut and then pulling his hood back up. He peels himself from the fabric heap, bringing the chosen tapestry with him. He finds his way back to the table, pushing anything on it aside and laying the artwork across it. The pattern is odd and chaotic, swirls then odd moments of calm. Unfortunately it's not even finished at one end.
"I'm not very well versed in interpreting threads." He admits. "Not like
they were." He refers to whoever used to be stationed here. "But, I know colors very well." His hand traces over the fabric. For a moment he's just silent.. Then he finally speaks again. "There's a lot of black.. Do you lose a lot of people? Or maybe.. That's what you're afraid of? Because there are strands in here that remind me of you, but they're faint. Like you're afraid to pull through, to fully act on who you need to be and what you need to do." His fingertips run over the horizontal weft threads, revealing the vertical warp threads underneath. The hidden threads are colorful, choked out by the thicker material. "There are people and fears holding you back. That's not uncommon. You have every right to be afraid." He folds his arms over his chest, hip leaned against the table. "But, you can't make a big omelette without fighting an ostrich. Or, whatever it is Vedma usually says." He cracks a grin at the nonsensical phrase.
He looks up at Lil again finally. "Life is hard. Things don't always go the way you want, and you can lose a lot of people." He holds out his hand, his ball of light landing in his palm then extinguishing back into a normal scrying orb. "Are you going to keep letting that hold you back? Or do you make it your driving force to keep pushing forward?" The orb shrinks, then he rolls it between his hands. When he offers it out to her it's been turned into a charm for a bag or a set of keys.
That crack from before has reformed...
"Sometimes the tent doesn't summon you to give you answers. Sometimes it's to make you question yourself. I suggest you take some time to evaluate yourself and what you can do. Stop letting things hold you back." He takes a pause to let his words sink in, and for her to take the charm. "If you head to the tent's main entrance, it should spit you back out somewhere in your world." He advises, implying their time is up.
โ
Maybe the tent doesโฆโ
โCourseโ - why wouldn't it?โ
Lil shoved her hands into the pocket of her long purple dragon hide coat and watched as the orb soared and rotated in the air. A sense of ease at the sight - his magic was beautiful. Unlike anything she'd seen. Was there more like it, out there?
There was a low hiss in the shadows, but the person with the wings didn't seem at all distraught. In fact - he looked amused. He moved past the table, deeper into the abandoned space - the orb shedding light on the dusty corners and crevices. Her brows raised slightly as he continued.
"This is where most of our blankets and rugs came from."
โYeahโฆโ she said, doubtful. โRight.โ
A soft quack. Another colorful little duck had wandered over. Despite herself, she was smiling down at it. Cute little lad. And the man was petting it gently. And it was leading him, and she found herself scratching her chin - unaware that her serpent tattoo had slithered down to her hand to watch the figure curiously.
โOh - shitโฆโ She was soon kneeling next to him, pulling at some of the rugs that had fallen atop him. But she was grinning - more understanding than mocking. โShould have seen me when I tried to catch the door!โ She offered.
Scrutinous green eyes caught unseeing blue, and she watched as he adjusted the wrap - following him to the table uncertainly. She the leaned back on her heels to observe as he began unfolding it - listening to his words with open curiosity.
โThere's a lot of black.. Do you lose a lot of people?โ
โW-what?โ
The easy, genial smile slipped from her face. Faces of students, mouths opened and eyes unseeing. And then - more corpses. Recent. Mistakes she could not unmake - he would be alive if she had just handed it over. Wouldn't have run into
her again. Wouldn't have been stupid enough to think that
she would spare him.
But the hooded figure had moved on, and she was scrambling past it. Hand flying to her sternum where it lived - that terrible pain - the rotten corrosive core that had been steadily eating at everything she thought she was. Grief - rusting her from the inside out. No amount of potion or herb or drink could dull it. Which was a shame because until then - those had all been a fitting remedy.
Unbeknownst to her, the serpent had come to meet her hand, curling, twisting and sliding over itself as it peered at the fey through slitted eyes.
"People and fears holding you back."
Nahโฆ
she was holding
them back, wasn't she?
Suddenly she was not so sure.
She was staring at the stranger. Lillian was usually so adept at smothering the feelings - keeping pain, longing and fear so close to her chest that people thought her too stupid or callous to feel anything at all.
Till I fucking can't.
And she almost couldn't. It would push water from her eyes, pull sobs from her lungs - the feelings rushing forth in an undamable flood. But this time -
this time was not so dramatic as that. It was just a small lump in the back of her throat. The corrosion fading to a dull ache.
There was something about the tent - the dim smokey light, the resonance of the man's voice - even the soft quaking of his duck that seemed to have slipped right past her bravado.
"Life is hard. Things don't always go the way you want, and you can lose a lot of people."
A truth she knew. The woman held out her hand automatically - and the orb fell into her open palm. There was water in the corner of her eyes.
And just like that - he was done. And she was staring at him uncertainly, the cool glass of the now shrunken crystal rolling smoothly across her hand. A laugh then - at her own pained reaction. At the idea that somehow - for some reason - she'd been pulled somewhere.
โIt's a dream, yeah?โ She offered, though she didn't believe it. There was a sniff, and a swallow and she hitched the grin back onto her face. She held up the chain so that the ball swung gently back and forth. There were questions of course. A thousand questions. Who was he? What was this place if not a dream? Were there more worlds like this one - with fairies and mechanical people and - was that a
pug in a turban?
And - most baffling of all -why had this place chosen
her? A failure. A loser. A reckless witch who had skidded past death a thousand times and caused the end of dozens in her thoughtless wake?
"Sometimes the tent doesn't summon you to give you answers. Sometimes it's to make you question yourself.โ
Well it had done that nโall.
Her teeth pulled at her lower lip, a huff through her nose as she regarded him.
โCheers, mate.โ She said with a nod. โI - errโฆwell. This helped, somehow.โ
It had done that too n'all.
She reached out to gently punch his arm - then hesitated uncertain if the gesture would translate. Grin turning sheepish, hand sliding back to her pockets she instead said, โyeah. Thanks. I'llโฆsee myself out then. Be...be seein you."
The tent flap peeled back, and rather than the jolt she'd felt upon arrival she was greeted with a strange pressure - as if she was stepping through jelly - only to be deposited in the tall-ceilinged hallway. Stefan had just turned - but he rounded on her, eyes narrowing. His Welsh drawl came biting and sarcastic.
โGot more to say, then?โ
She stared at him.
They'd been friends once.
Her hands fell to her pockets and she was relieved to find it all there - spells and wand and potions and amulets. Everything she'd need, really.
โI'm leaving.โ She said flatly.
Stefan's expression became suspicious. โWhat is this?โ
She moved past him, the small crystal still in her palm. The words came firm - determined - a once extinguished fire sputtering back into life.
โYou're right.โ She said sharply. โI have to move on.โ
Stefan was following her down the stairs, and soon Samuel, Felicity and Darien had joined - each chiming in with their own notes.
โโS'goin on then?โ
โLil - where yeh goin, babs?โ
โLil - what are you-โ
She turned to face them all when she reached the door. They were worried. All of them. Sam - most of all - her older brother having actually caught her arm as he gazed down at her.
โLook - shouldn't have cut you off -โ
โNo. Stefan's right.โ
Stefan gave a cough. โPardon?โ
โYou're
right. An asshole - yeah - but I've been hiding, haven't I? Since all that happened- and theres -โ she thought of the blindfolded figure, the magic he'd shown, the fucking
duck - and a grin came over her face. โThere's worlds out there. And Iโฆwant to see em.
All I've ever wanted was to help - but -โ she cleared her throat. โI got too much to learn, yeah?โ
โYeah.โ Said Darien, simply. And of course it was he who understood. They'd fought together, in the war. He'd seen their eyes open, empty. He'd heard the screams too. Course, He'd handled it better. Darien was the best of all of them. โWhere you going?โ
โI dunno.โ
Stefan made a sound like snort and a sneer and threw a hand up in the air. โBloody typical, isn't it?โ
โI'll be alright Stef. Really. Dun worry about me.โ
โI won't.โ
She ran a thumb over it the glass.
People holding you back.
She grinned at them all, and gave a one handed salute. Stefan was calling after her as she jogged lightly down the steps into the cool London air, the scent of fried food and damp filling her nostrils. Her smile widened with every step. Almost felt real.
โYou'll be back in a week.โ
Nah.
Nah she wouldn't.
She had a world to rediscover.