MxF Let's feel all the Feels!- Modern Realistic Romance

[Madsen2035]

Hello!
I'm Madsen, 31 from GMT time zone.

I am looking for a modern realistic (as in not fantasy) romance drama where we FEEL ALL THE FEELINGS. Drama. Angst, yearning fluff. Slice of life, tension, passion, difficulty, heartbreak, love, erotica, lust, hope. I want it all!

If this suits you, please read the about me and my pairing ideas and if you like what you read, send me a message.

About Me:

I am a woman, but I enjoy playing male characters as well as female characters!

I love the COLLABORATION. I am looking for an enthusiastic partner who wants to get involved, brainstorm, plan and contribute. I love it when we both have equal ownership.
I love brainstorming with my partner but please do create twists and turns! I love to drop little crumbs of drama for my partner to follow and vice versa!

I'm a literate multi-paragraph writer- I don't have specific words or paragraph counts and I put the story first so it does vary! However, I thrive off detail and will get bored if it's constantly short responses. As a ball park, I average 300-600 words per reply and generally the more I have to work with, the more I can respond with!

I LOVE OOC chat. I am someone who gets invested in characters and will make memes, mood boards, playlists etc and would love a partner who loves to gush over the roleplay with!
I am also aware that people aren't roleplay machines and are people, so happy to chat ooc abobut non roleplay stuff as well. However, I know some people don't want to chat to strangers on the internet out of roleplay so this is NOT a dealbreaker and let me know if you don't want ooc chat.

I am pro smut but still want quality story and not just sex! I don’t use a specific general ratio because I put the story first. Some stories suit high and/or instant smut, others are slow burn or lower percentages. So the percentage of smut is negotiable!

I LOVE SIDE CHARACTERS/NPCS. They make the world so much more, realistic and engaging and both of us including them are a dealbreaker

PLOT IDEAS

Now onto the good stuff, the roleplays! Please see my pairing ideas below and see what you think! The ones in bold are who i'd prefer to play!

Celebrity Subplots

1. PR Relationship -For the Cameras
   Appearances are everything .When his image starts to crumble, his team has the perfect answer- a relationship with another glamorous celebrity. For the cameras, they are perfect. Red carpets. Stolen kisses. Matching outfits. Romantic holidays. Perfectly posed photographs. Interviews about just how lucky they are to have found each other.
   The public fall in love with their love story.
   Behind closed doors?
   They can't stand each other.
   Because somewhere between the fake dates, the late-night chats and those moments when the cameras are not present, real feelings bloom.
   And suddenly the biggest threat is not the press learning that their relationship is fake. It's them learning that it isn't.
   
2. Athlete x Health Professional
   Caught in a whirlwind of reckless behaviour, the athlete’s life takes a devastating turn when a wild night out ends in a harrowing accident, leaving him hospitalized and fighting for his life. As he grapples with the consequences of his actions, He finds himself at Your Character's mercy. Who is tasked with guiding him through the gruelling journey of rehabilitation as well as fighting your own demons.The only problem is: They were the great love of each other's lives.Then they destroyed each other. And now, Years later, they're forced back into one another's orbit. Neither is over the other, although they like to think they are very good at pretending.
   
   
   
3. Where the Heart Lands
   After the tragic loss of his wife, a former sporting hero walks away from the limelight and takes a job coaching the local team in a small town. A single mother, raising her child alone, putting all of her effort into just getting by. Her ex is long gone, and she's stopped holding out hope for someone Their children become friends first but Soon they're meeting at the school gates, football matches, coffee shops and community events. Where everyone knows everything, the gossip spreads fast.Neither is looking for love, neither is even really ready for it. But sometimes the person to lead the way home is the last person you ever expect to meet.
   
   General Romance
   1. The Doctor's Guest
      She has nowhere left to go. Cold, hungry and desperate but a chance encounter leads her into the life of a wealthy doctor, initially offering to help her as a patient. When he sees how desperate she truly is, he offers her something else- a place to stay. Two lonely people living under the same roof. A relationship built on compassion slowly turns into something more than either of them were expecting.
      
      2. You Don't Know Me Anymore
      She remembers him as the boy she could make cry. He remembers her as the girl who taught him to hate himself. The two haven't crossed paths in years. Until one night, she needs help and the one that comes to her rescue is the last person she ever expected to see. Him. He doesn't save her because he remembers, but because no matter what, he couldn't bear to leave her alone. She expects nothing but hate but instead is met with kindness and somehow that's worse because every conversation is a confrontation of her past, every second spent with him makes her more aware of the man he's become and the woman she's turned into. The shy boy she knew is gone and in his place is a man that somehow, inexplicably, finds himself drawn to her. But he remembers everything and as their relationship progresses, so does the question of if his affection is real or if she's just trying to earn his forgiveness.
   
   
   Plots with Heavier Focus on Erotica
   1. Come Into My Web.
      
      He's the kind of man that people trust. Buttoned up. Respectable. Reliable. Good career, good reputation, good life- all neatly contained within buttons and a well kept suit. He would certainly never consider himself reckless; then He meets her. She is everything he's not- provocative, fearless, impulsive and completely unrepentant for what she wants. One temptation leads to another. A boundary is crossed. Then another. She shows him a part of himself he has spent his entire life burying and the more he gives in, the harder it is to remember why he ever wanted to resist.
   And the question isn't whether she'll corrupt him. It's whether he'll want to be saved.
   1. Bandmates - What Happens on Tour
   They have been dying for each other for years. Perhaps, everybody has noticed, except for these guys. Now, they are on tour. Every city is visited for a short time, every night is different. There are hotels, after-party scenes, adrenaline rushes, unfamiliar faces that will never be seen again, alcohol, fatigue and the amazing after-effect of spending almost all hours with the same people.
   They decide to make a rule:
   What happens on tour stays on tour.
   
   3. FBI Task Force
   
   This one is similar to above, but darker.
   
   Elite FBI task force X two agents spending their lives solving unsolvable crimes. They are always on the move; every week, a new city.
   Their job is emotionally draining; they are never allowed to rest, face mortal danger daily, see horrors no ordinary person should witness and, as an ultimate escape, resort to sex as a coping mechanism.