Indulge in sin with me
So here are some simplistic needs of mine that I am looking from my potential partner. If you don't fill these out, we will not mesh well. In these notes you'll learn a bit about me, as well.
1. Don't ask me specifically about smut.
Honestly, I love smut. I never avoid it, I never fade to black, I go through all nitty-gritty, juicy and dirty details that could make anyone hot and bothered. I'm into all sorts of fetishes, my limits go further than with most people. HOWEVER, if you come to seek out specifically about smut from me, I'll have to refuse. I want a story with smut scenes, because smut is just a one big meh for me without a proper buildup and a story. I want more than that.
2. Let's write a story.
I consider myself a writer, because when I don't roleplay, I write stories of my own. And when I say stories, I mean content with elements such as these: NPCs and side characters, friends, rivals and enemies, hardships, heartbreak, loss, battles, bittersweet victories and unlimited drama. I don't like it when our characters have it easy and very easy-going life. I'll get bored very VERY easily and will probably drop it. When I don't roleplay, I write my own stuff. I am obsessed with details, character development and struggles. While I don't expect from people to be into this as much as I am, I want someone to try it out with me. Also, I hate working on my own. People tend to drop me because I left space in plots for them to help me out to build a story. Roleplaying is two people telling a story together.
3. Buildup is everything.
Rushing into romance is anticlimactic. Early smut is anticlimactic. Quick solution to problems are anticlimactic. Revealing everything too soon is anticlimactic. Build with me, brick by brick, and with well-thought out building such as this, you'll get an amazing creation. Chemistry between characters needs to be organic, whether its built up slowly or its immediate.
4. Detailed posts.
Detailed posts do not necessarily fall into long posts. While you'd think that it would, from my experienced, it certainly is not the case. Posts can be long and filled with unnecessary stuff and can even be too tiring to read. Sometimes the wall of text does not apply to the situation, and a post of two paragraphs that has depth in it will be more than enough. I do love long posts, but I dislike posts that are not consistent and unnecessarily long. Two paragraphs minimum is all I ask.
5. Complex characters
I am not entirely a fan of easy-going characters who, not only seem like an empty canvas, but they kind of are. I don't mind the first image of having about someone else's character as someone very simple, everything laid up in front of you, but getting a massive curveball as the story progresses, but I'm a type of writer that would want to raise some questions about my own character as soon as possible and not give all the answers so soon. Characters that are complicated on their own and complicated to be with, those with issues, unhappy characters, you name it, those are the stuff that grip me. An issue that needs to be solved and even when we think its solved, something happens that brings us back to square one. Give me complicated characters and situation, and I'm hooked. And if you don't like extremely tangled background stories, characters that either conflict with themselves or others, characters that don't necessarily have one defining description of them and if you don't like when you can't get through characters easily, I'm not a partner for you.
For now, this is all I ask. I am currently looking for what I mentioned below. I usually took on roleplays that others suggested, but it did not work for me. So I stick to my own ideas, which is how it went well for me. I seek an active to semi-active partners. One post a week is the least I'm looking for.
If you're interested, send me a PM, DON'T POST IN MY THREAD, let me know which plot interests you and tell me about yourself, what works for you, what I should know about you and etc.
Plots
Status: Currently NOT taking any suggestions for plots that are different from what I've stated below. I do happily accept suggestions for plot arcs and character ideas, anything that is different from what I'm currently looking for will be rejected, since I have space for one or two roleplays max and this is what I've been desiring to do. Can't help it, girl knows what she wants!
Even Monsters can be Gods.
High Priestess x Red God (monster)
This one is treading the much darker elements. Its Silent Hill inspired and imagine all that dark and messed up stuff in a muuuuch more erotic sense. So this won't be even close to vanilla. This may even be crossing the line towards more smut activity within the plot.
I have recently played Simulacrum (Silent Hill inspired indie game, its very good) and every October/November is very Silent Hill to me, so I'm in the mood for twisted stuff. I'll keep this one simple.
It'll have these elements - small modern town, a catholic church with priests who dabbled into something dark and opened the portal of Purgatory, which brought the fleshy horribleness along with the disturbing monsters.
But among those lowly monsters that writhe in agony, there were few specimen who are intelligent, even more than humans. Out of fear, the catholic church submitted themselves and treated these monsters like Gods, to win their favor and so they would have mercy on the people of the small town.
The "Gods" liked the treatment they got, even to the point where they conflicted against one another which ended in bloodshed, leaving only four out of the most powerful ones. The members of the church separated into priesthoods: MC being the Red High Priestess to one specific God. Her main role to make sure he is satisfied and delivers whatever he's expecting.
Using the power dynamic against humans, the four last remaining creatures demanded offerings and sacrifices, your God being the Red God - the one who demanded the blood of a person and maybe even to witness the killing, because the amount of blood he demanded enough to kill a person.
Eventually, the Grand Priest feared that the Red God might not be satisfied, so he sent the High Priestess to see him privately and ask him if there's anything to please him. However, she made an offering that was downright terrifying and no one from the Red Priesthood would agree to it. The Priestess suggested the idea to the Red God to procreate with human women and give birth to his offspring. MC was once a God-fearing virgin nun, but ever since the Purgatory open, a perverse need washed over her and she viewed the Red God in such a way, as well. It was a sick desire to the point where no human could satisfy her.
Given that the Red God has never procreated with humans, the High Priestess brings over the members of his priesthood and that's when an orgy starts in his name, everything playing out before him. This way he observes how the human work and act during the procreation process and learn that its not just a natural need - but pleasurable to them.
When the time for the offering comes, only the High Priestess will come before him with the blood offering, under the influence of aphrodisiacs, stripping the robes off of her. To lure him in, she'd smear the blood over her naked body and masturbate in front of the Red God, ready to indulge in the most sinful of deeds she could have ever done.
YC has to have a monstrous appearance, heck he can look something akin to Pyramid Head as far as I'm concerned. I'm not squeamish, so come at me with all sorts of nasty stuff! He should be in a way more superior to humans and more intelligent, have different set of views and that sort of thing.
Your character can be demanding as he wants, he can cut her and make her bleed (as long as she keeps her limbs), put her in uncomfortable positions, draw blood from her and do all sorts of things (which we can talk about). Use the monstrous traits to his advantage. I am not looking for anything human, at all. The more monstrous, the better.
Bloodplay is a must.
F-list - Warning
***
Unlike my usually very detailed ideas, this is going to be very simple - monsters. I'm looking for monsters. And descriptive writers.
The monsters should be sentient, be somewhat intelligent (this time around, I don't care if the character isn't considered smart) and the more dangerous, the better. I'm a person who likes bloodplay, so I might want that, but it won't be necessary. It won't fit for all settings. Also another thing important for these monsters is that I'm not looking for something entirely humanoid. Sure you have those big buff hot werewolves and sassy minotaurs, those are amazing and such creatures are a big yes in my book. But if you think a monster is someone who looks human, but has some unnatural features, I am not gonna be about that this time around, sorry.
Another important thing I want to mention is that all those inhuman physical traits should be used whenever possible. What's the point of banging a werewolf if he doesn't bite, scratch and have a knot? What's the point of banging a tentacular monster if it doesn't have lubed up appendages and use each and every one of them against the helpless girl? What's the point of Cthulhu if he doesn't eat the girl out with almost all of those feelers at once? I had a number of roleplays against inhuman characters and during smut, you could hardly tell a difference between the intercourse one would have with a human and the one I wrote with those partners. I don't blame them, but currently I'm in the mood for this freaky shit, you feel me?
I know there are some people who enjoy offering, perhaps a menagerie of different monster species or even a reverse harem for this nasty gal, let me know. We're gonna have a lot of fun.
My characters will be either human or humanoid creatures, depending on the roleplay. While being helpless against a monster is the concept, being a switch also will mean that getting the control over the monster and finding its sensitive spots is just as equally as satisfying, believe me. Despite her looks, she'll be primal in her own way, I promise you that.
Even if this request is smutty, I need some sort of a plot to care about the intercourse. If there's nothing but just plain old fucking with nothing in between those scenes, I'll grow very bored. So if you're someone who can offer me these things or a plot, no matter how vague or simple, we're going to build on it and make something super fun.
Check out my f list and bdsm test in my signature to see what I'm all into. If there's something you specific really like and are enthusiastic about, or dislike and want to avoid, please let me know. I want us to talk about it.
I think this is all for now, I'll just throw some concepts from which we can build on!
- A warrior in training who's a monster tamer/farmer
- A nun who's been poisoned with lustful thoughts from a spying voyeur demon
- A vampire bride forced into marriage with a werewolf king (can be MxFxM, I have a plot for the threesome)
- Just an everyday woman (maybe married to dramatize) who has a dark secret in her darker basement
- A slave to a monster king or the high priestess to her monster god
- A scientist that made a mistake while testing on an alien
These are just a few I came up with on the spot. If you have any ideas, please let me know!
So here are some simplistic needs of mine that I am looking from my potential partner. If you don't fill these out, we will not mesh well. In these notes you'll learn a bit about me, as well.
1. Don't ask me specifically about smut.
Honestly, I love smut. I never avoid it, I never fade to black, I go through all nitty-gritty, juicy and dirty details that could make anyone hot and bothered. I'm into all sorts of fetishes, my limits go further than with most people. HOWEVER, if you come to seek out specifically about smut from me, I'll have to refuse. I want a story with smut scenes, because smut is just a one big meh for me without a proper buildup and a story. I want more than that.
2. Let's write a story.
I consider myself a writer, because when I don't roleplay, I write stories of my own. And when I say stories, I mean content with elements such as these: NPCs and side characters, friends, rivals and enemies, hardships, heartbreak, loss, battles, bittersweet victories and unlimited drama. I don't like it when our characters have it easy and very easy-going life. I'll get bored very VERY easily and will probably drop it. When I don't roleplay, I write my own stuff. I am obsessed with details, character development and struggles. While I don't expect from people to be into this as much as I am, I want someone to try it out with me. Also, I hate working on my own. People tend to drop me because I left space in plots for them to help me out to build a story. Roleplaying is two people telling a story together.
3. Buildup is everything.
Rushing into romance is anticlimactic. Early smut is anticlimactic. Quick solution to problems are anticlimactic. Revealing everything too soon is anticlimactic. Build with me, brick by brick, and with well-thought out building such as this, you'll get an amazing creation. Chemistry between characters needs to be organic, whether its built up slowly or its immediate.
4. Detailed posts.
Detailed posts do not necessarily fall into long posts. While you'd think that it would, from my experienced, it certainly is not the case. Posts can be long and filled with unnecessary stuff and can even be too tiring to read. Sometimes the wall of text does not apply to the situation, and a post of two paragraphs that has depth in it will be more than enough. I do love long posts, but I dislike posts that are not consistent and unnecessarily long. Two paragraphs minimum is all I ask.
5. Complex characters
I am not entirely a fan of easy-going characters who, not only seem like an empty canvas, but they kind of are. I don't mind the first image of having about someone else's character as someone very simple, everything laid up in front of you, but getting a massive curveball as the story progresses, but I'm a type of writer that would want to raise some questions about my own character as soon as possible and not give all the answers so soon. Characters that are complicated on their own and complicated to be with, those with issues, unhappy characters, you name it, those are the stuff that grip me. An issue that needs to be solved and even when we think its solved, something happens that brings us back to square one. Give me complicated characters and situation, and I'm hooked. And if you don't like extremely tangled background stories, characters that either conflict with themselves or others, characters that don't necessarily have one defining description of them and if you don't like when you can't get through characters easily, I'm not a partner for you.
For now, this is all I ask. I am currently looking for what I mentioned below. I usually took on roleplays that others suggested, but it did not work for me. So I stick to my own ideas, which is how it went well for me. I seek an active to semi-active partners. One post a week is the least I'm looking for.
If you're interested, send me a PM, DON'T POST IN MY THREAD, let me know which plot interests you and tell me about yourself, what works for you, what I should know about you and etc.
Plots
Status: Currently NOT taking any suggestions for plots that are different from what I've stated below. I do happily accept suggestions for plot arcs and character ideas, anything that is different from what I'm currently looking for will be rejected, since I have space for one or two roleplays max and this is what I've been desiring to do. Can't help it, girl knows what she wants!
Even Monsters can be Gods.
High Priestess x Red God (monster)
This one is treading the much darker elements. Its Silent Hill inspired and imagine all that dark and messed up stuff in a muuuuch more erotic sense. So this won't be even close to vanilla. This may even be crossing the line towards more smut activity within the plot.
I have recently played Simulacrum (Silent Hill inspired indie game, its very good) and every October/November is very Silent Hill to me, so I'm in the mood for twisted stuff. I'll keep this one simple.
It'll have these elements - small modern town, a catholic church with priests who dabbled into something dark and opened the portal of Purgatory, which brought the fleshy horribleness along with the disturbing monsters.
But among those lowly monsters that writhe in agony, there were few specimen who are intelligent, even more than humans. Out of fear, the catholic church submitted themselves and treated these monsters like Gods, to win their favor and so they would have mercy on the people of the small town.
The "Gods" liked the treatment they got, even to the point where they conflicted against one another which ended in bloodshed, leaving only four out of the most powerful ones. The members of the church separated into priesthoods: MC being the Red High Priestess to one specific God. Her main role to make sure he is satisfied and delivers whatever he's expecting.
Using the power dynamic against humans, the four last remaining creatures demanded offerings and sacrifices, your God being the Red God - the one who demanded the blood of a person and maybe even to witness the killing, because the amount of blood he demanded enough to kill a person.
Eventually, the Grand Priest feared that the Red God might not be satisfied, so he sent the High Priestess to see him privately and ask him if there's anything to please him. However, she made an offering that was downright terrifying and no one from the Red Priesthood would agree to it. The Priestess suggested the idea to the Red God to procreate with human women and give birth to his offspring. MC was once a God-fearing virgin nun, but ever since the Purgatory open, a perverse need washed over her and she viewed the Red God in such a way, as well. It was a sick desire to the point where no human could satisfy her.
Given that the Red God has never procreated with humans, the High Priestess brings over the members of his priesthood and that's when an orgy starts in his name, everything playing out before him. This way he observes how the human work and act during the procreation process and learn that its not just a natural need - but pleasurable to them.
When the time for the offering comes, only the High Priestess will come before him with the blood offering, under the influence of aphrodisiacs, stripping the robes off of her. To lure him in, she'd smear the blood over her naked body and masturbate in front of the Red God, ready to indulge in the most sinful of deeds she could have ever done.
YC has to have a monstrous appearance, heck he can look something akin to Pyramid Head as far as I'm concerned. I'm not squeamish, so come at me with all sorts of nasty stuff! He should be in a way more superior to humans and more intelligent, have different set of views and that sort of thing.
Your character can be demanding as he wants, he can cut her and make her bleed (as long as she keeps her limbs), put her in uncomfortable positions, draw blood from her and do all sorts of things (which we can talk about). Use the monstrous traits to his advantage. I am not looking for anything human, at all. The more monstrous, the better.
Bloodplay is a must.
F-list - Warning
***
Unlike my usually very detailed ideas, this is going to be very simple - monsters. I'm looking for monsters. And descriptive writers.
The monsters should be sentient, be somewhat intelligent (this time around, I don't care if the character isn't considered smart) and the more dangerous, the better. I'm a person who likes bloodplay, so I might want that, but it won't be necessary. It won't fit for all settings. Also another thing important for these monsters is that I'm not looking for something entirely humanoid. Sure you have those big buff hot werewolves and sassy minotaurs, those are amazing and such creatures are a big yes in my book. But if you think a monster is someone who looks human, but has some unnatural features, I am not gonna be about that this time around, sorry.
Another important thing I want to mention is that all those inhuman physical traits should be used whenever possible. What's the point of banging a werewolf if he doesn't bite, scratch and have a knot? What's the point of banging a tentacular monster if it doesn't have lubed up appendages and use each and every one of them against the helpless girl? What's the point of Cthulhu if he doesn't eat the girl out with almost all of those feelers at once? I had a number of roleplays against inhuman characters and during smut, you could hardly tell a difference between the intercourse one would have with a human and the one I wrote with those partners. I don't blame them, but currently I'm in the mood for this freaky shit, you feel me?
I know there are some people who enjoy offering, perhaps a menagerie of different monster species or even a reverse harem for this nasty gal, let me know. We're gonna have a lot of fun.
My characters will be either human or humanoid creatures, depending on the roleplay. While being helpless against a monster is the concept, being a switch also will mean that getting the control over the monster and finding its sensitive spots is just as equally as satisfying, believe me. Despite her looks, she'll be primal in her own way, I promise you that.
Even if this request is smutty, I need some sort of a plot to care about the intercourse. If there's nothing but just plain old fucking with nothing in between those scenes, I'll grow very bored. So if you're someone who can offer me these things or a plot, no matter how vague or simple, we're going to build on it and make something super fun.
Check out my f list and bdsm test in my signature to see what I'm all into. If there's something you specific really like and are enthusiastic about, or dislike and want to avoid, please let me know. I want us to talk about it.
I think this is all for now, I'll just throw some concepts from which we can build on!
- A warrior in training who's a monster tamer/farmer
- A nun who's been poisoned with lustful thoughts from a spying voyeur demon
- A vampire bride forced into marriage with a werewolf king (can be MxFxM, I have a plot for the threesome)
- Just an everyday woman (maybe married to dramatize) who has a dark secret in her darker basement
- A slave to a monster king or the high priestess to her monster god
- A scientist that made a mistake while testing on an alien
These are just a few I came up with on the spot. If you have any ideas, please let me know!
Last edited: