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An avid writer, a reader of the strange and unusual, and a lover of venturing into unfamiliar waters with a deep appreciation for the interpersonal relationships between characters and how checkered pasts color questionable presents. Seeking like-minded, depraved individuals who share similar needs and cravings and who want to explore what the future holds for our tortured souls.
That we torture, of course. ^-^ There's always time for reward later.
WANTS
⋆ Able to reply semi-frequently. Once a day is preferred to retain higher interest, but I understand taking 2-3 days or more especially if life is happening. Essentially, the quicker the better, but only because I will be gnawing at the iron bars of my enclosure looking forward to seeing that little notification pop up so I can read your delicious words. It fuels me.
⋆ Length AND quality. I write quite a bit, but that's because I'm a wind-bag. I don't expect a 3k response to my 3k response, however it can get a little disheartening to receive a couple paragraphs in return. Unless the situation calls for it. Action scenes, dialogue heavy. Things like that. As far as quality, I consider myself an amateur writer so I'm not looking for perfection or anything. I'm far from! I just want something juicy enough to chew on. ^-^
⋆ Match my freak a little. The less squeamish, the better. I have few limits, but will happily respect any of yours of course. Personally, if it fits the dynamic and the direction we're going I'm usually game.
⋆ Fanboy, fangirl, or fanthey with me about our characters! The story. Anything. I LOVE it.
⋆ OOC chat. This is a must. Doesn't have to be a constant back and forth, but I always like a bit of brainstorming and planning as we go. Plus sharing music, pinterest boards, etc. that make us think of our characters separately and together is just fun and keeps my attention. I'm open to discord discussions for a quicker back and forth, but it usually takes me a bit to feel comfortable enough to share that.
⋆ Eroticism. I need some element of it, but not right off the bat. It may call for it to get hot and heavy immediately depending on the plot and what we have planned, but normally I prefer the build-up and tension of it all. Even when it happens quicker it still doesn't kill my interest because more than likely it'll 'mean more' when our characters care for each other which is a delight in itself.
⋆ MxM, MxF, FxF. I can do it all with preferences for each. MxM; I normally play the top or switch, but regardless both of our men need to be more masculine for my preference. MxF; bottom, sub, power bottom female. Sometimes a bit of a domme for particular plots that have my interest. FxF; bottom through and through with the occasional power bottom.
⋆ LGBTQIA+ friendly. I myself am a part of said community and would need any partners of mine to be chill with that, as well as any of my characters. Narrative bigotry is always okay and often has some kind of place in my stories as characters grow from it or devolve into it.
GENRES
dark fantasy ✿ horror romance ✿ science fiction ✿ erotic ✿ modern ✿ thriller ✿ supernatural ✿ historical
WORD BANK
corruption ✿ depravity ✿ obsession ✿ monster ✿ dub-con ✿ non-con ✿ unbalanced power dynamics ✿ serial killers ✿ blood ✿ vampire ✿ fantasy ✿ kidnapping ✿ stalking ✿ princes ✿ princesses ✿ knight ✿ pledging fealty ✿ masc for masc ✿ manipulation ✿ subverting expectation ✿ messy ✿ dog-coded characters ✿ jealousy ✿ enemies to lovers ✿ hypersexuality ✿ NDE ✿ age gap ✿ size difference
SNIPS
✿ The Older, Bigger Plaything ✿
Preference: Princess/Prince or Rich Girl/Boy
NDE | blackmail | age gap | size difference | taboo | jealousy | possession
A bratty, self-absorbed elite making life difficult for their designated bodyguard. The sneaking out, the disappearing acts, getting themselves into unsafe situations. They could even try seducing this body guard, or simply take what they want if the bodyguard is resistant.
A modern take could be a spin on the mafia boss trope. Take a walk with me. The right hand man of said Boss and the Boss’ daughter. A young, entitled woman with little sense of responsibility considering she grew up in ‘the life’. The Boss spoiled her too much, but never thought so. She likes getting into trouble so it only makes sense for her father to assign his most trusted to watch over her to keep her out of trouble or, if she does end up finding trouble anyway, someone who knows what to do. Paying off police, getting rid of people, things like that. The daughter would try seducing this man to which he’d be resistant to. Her father would probably do some crazy shit to him if he ever found out, the same shit he’s had this same man do to other people that betrayed him. With this being the mafia and all.
This man wouldn’t be a coward or be pathetic - even though I always appreciate a somewhat pathetic man just purely in the sheets. He’s in the mafia so he’s not some push over even if he might have a soft spot initially for the Boss’ kid. He’d be a killer, able to torture men and not blink an eye at their blood or screams. But, of course, he gets reduced to an older, bigger, greyer plaything for the Boss’ daughter. Eventually I think he would like it, he’d have to, but before he’d need to be coerced into it through means of blackmail.
✿ Childhood Friends ✿
Preference: The ‘Messy’ Friend, submissive, [ M x F ]
dub-con or possible non-con | exploitation | opposites attract | breaking & taming | new dominant
The average story of childhood friends eventually growing apart coming back together, but with a darker twist.
We have the smart, neat friend who wasn’t always neat. He grew up with addict parents in a trailer with little prospects and not much expected from him when all people considered was where he came from. He would end up pulling through, scoring a full ride to the college of his dreams, getting his degree early, starting down a well-paying career path, dragging himself out of the slums. He’d have a fancy home, cars, all of it. True rags to riches story, and he earned it.
Before this, when he was young, he met a girl from the other side of the tracks. She came from a well-to-do family and wanted for nothing. Everything was handed to her, from all the clothes she ever wanted, to her first and subsequent cars when she inevitably wrecked those. The thing was, when they were young, she never treated him differently. Something just clicked between them and they were as thick as thieves for the longest time. Until high school where they grew apart. His ambitions and the lack of her own.
After high school they attended the same college for a time. She dropped out, disappeared, and no one heard from her for a while. Plenty of rumors circulated about how and why, but no one really knew for sure. Her parents never declared her a missing person, but were never up front about her whereabouts.
Until one night she shows up at his door looking beat up with a bag of everything she owns over one shoulder. He offers to let her stay, because that's just who he is, and she takes him up on it. It isn’t long before she’s being herself and taking advantage. Taking up more space than a guest should. Eating his food, leaving messes behind, doing next to nothing to help out, and although he might not mind her company— maybe he was feeling lonely in his big house with no one to share with— and her safe return, she'll quickly overstay her welcome.
Eventually he snaps over something small. Maybe he asked her to do the dishes or simply clean up after herself— or even just asked for the hundredth time to sit her drink on a goddamn coaster— and she didn't do it. Not maliciously, she just lacked the responsibility and respect to listen. That's fine, he'll teach her.
Despite any inexperience he'd have being a dominant, I don't want him to be some blushing virgin about it. The day he snaps? He could simply put her over his knee until her ass is cherry red. Then we would explore a steady escalation from there.
We can add some taboo and make it so she's the biological daughter and he's the adoptive son of the well-to-do family. His bio family can still be on the rougher side— poor, neglectful, any number of things. He's not with them for good reason. He might have an overwhelming need to prove how grateful he was to his new family growing up, leading him to try harder, do better. Whereas she would coast on by, spoiled rotten having never known the kinds of horrors of the world the adoptive son knew far too early.
He would be the golden boy. Doing great in school, athletics, etc. where she would be your average burn out, squandering every opportunity given to her. But I think they would care for each other regardless, even if she were jealous of the kind of love he got from their parents. Then we're caught back up to them going to the same college, her dropping out and disappearing for quite some time (years I'm thinking) without a word to him, and then just showing up one day at his new lavish home with little explanation and making herself at home. He might just be glad to have her back for awhile, all the while she's grating on him with how little she respects a space he worked so hard for. Especially with how she took every she was given for granted.
Change the pronouns to these as you will, I just used she/her for ease.
PM
Excuse any formatting issues or errors, writing and editting this on mobile. If any of these interested you, or inspired something, reach out! I won't bite unless you want me to ^-^
That we torture, of course. ^-^ There's always time for reward later.
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WANTS
⋆ Able to reply semi-frequently. Once a day is preferred to retain higher interest, but I understand taking 2-3 days or more especially if life is happening. Essentially, the quicker the better, but only because I will be gnawing at the iron bars of my enclosure looking forward to seeing that little notification pop up so I can read your delicious words. It fuels me.
⋆ Length AND quality. I write quite a bit, but that's because I'm a wind-bag. I don't expect a 3k response to my 3k response, however it can get a little disheartening to receive a couple paragraphs in return. Unless the situation calls for it. Action scenes, dialogue heavy. Things like that. As far as quality, I consider myself an amateur writer so I'm not looking for perfection or anything. I'm far from! I just want something juicy enough to chew on. ^-^
⋆ Match my freak a little. The less squeamish, the better. I have few limits, but will happily respect any of yours of course. Personally, if it fits the dynamic and the direction we're going I'm usually game.
⋆ Fanboy, fangirl, or fanthey with me about our characters! The story. Anything. I LOVE it.
⋆ OOC chat. This is a must. Doesn't have to be a constant back and forth, but I always like a bit of brainstorming and planning as we go. Plus sharing music, pinterest boards, etc. that make us think of our characters separately and together is just fun and keeps my attention. I'm open to discord discussions for a quicker back and forth, but it usually takes me a bit to feel comfortable enough to share that.
⋆ Eroticism. I need some element of it, but not right off the bat. It may call for it to get hot and heavy immediately depending on the plot and what we have planned, but normally I prefer the build-up and tension of it all. Even when it happens quicker it still doesn't kill my interest because more than likely it'll 'mean more' when our characters care for each other which is a delight in itself.
⋆ MxM, MxF, FxF. I can do it all with preferences for each. MxM; I normally play the top or switch, but regardless both of our men need to be more masculine for my preference. MxF; bottom, sub, power bottom female. Sometimes a bit of a domme for particular plots that have my interest. FxF; bottom through and through with the occasional power bottom.
⋆ LGBTQIA+ friendly. I myself am a part of said community and would need any partners of mine to be chill with that, as well as any of my characters. Narrative bigotry is always okay and often has some kind of place in my stories as characters grow from it or devolve into it.
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GENRES
dark fantasy ✿ horror romance ✿ science fiction ✿ erotic ✿ modern ✿ thriller ✿ supernatural ✿ historical
────۶ৎ────
WORD BANK
corruption ✿ depravity ✿ obsession ✿ monster ✿ dub-con ✿ non-con ✿ unbalanced power dynamics ✿ serial killers ✿ blood ✿ vampire ✿ fantasy ✿ kidnapping ✿ stalking ✿ princes ✿ princesses ✿ knight ✿ pledging fealty ✿ masc for masc ✿ manipulation ✿ subverting expectation ✿ messy ✿ dog-coded characters ✿ jealousy ✿ enemies to lovers ✿ hypersexuality ✿ NDE ✿ age gap ✿ size difference
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SNIPS
✿ The Older, Bigger Plaything ✿
Preference: Princess/Prince or Rich Girl/Boy
NDE | blackmail | age gap | size difference | taboo | jealousy | possession
A bratty, self-absorbed elite making life difficult for their designated bodyguard. The sneaking out, the disappearing acts, getting themselves into unsafe situations. They could even try seducing this body guard, or simply take what they want if the bodyguard is resistant.
A modern take could be a spin on the mafia boss trope. Take a walk with me. The right hand man of said Boss and the Boss’ daughter. A young, entitled woman with little sense of responsibility considering she grew up in ‘the life’. The Boss spoiled her too much, but never thought so. She likes getting into trouble so it only makes sense for her father to assign his most trusted to watch over her to keep her out of trouble or, if she does end up finding trouble anyway, someone who knows what to do. Paying off police, getting rid of people, things like that. The daughter would try seducing this man to which he’d be resistant to. Her father would probably do some crazy shit to him if he ever found out, the same shit he’s had this same man do to other people that betrayed him. With this being the mafia and all.
This man wouldn’t be a coward or be pathetic - even though I always appreciate a somewhat pathetic man just purely in the sheets. He’s in the mafia so he’s not some push over even if he might have a soft spot initially for the Boss’ kid. He’d be a killer, able to torture men and not blink an eye at their blood or screams. But, of course, he gets reduced to an older, bigger, greyer plaything for the Boss’ daughter. Eventually I think he would like it, he’d have to, but before he’d need to be coerced into it through means of blackmail.
✿ Childhood Friends ✿
Preference: The ‘Messy’ Friend, submissive, [ M x F ]
dub-con or possible non-con | exploitation | opposites attract | breaking & taming | new dominant
The average story of childhood friends eventually growing apart coming back together, but with a darker twist.
We have the smart, neat friend who wasn’t always neat. He grew up with addict parents in a trailer with little prospects and not much expected from him when all people considered was where he came from. He would end up pulling through, scoring a full ride to the college of his dreams, getting his degree early, starting down a well-paying career path, dragging himself out of the slums. He’d have a fancy home, cars, all of it. True rags to riches story, and he earned it.
Before this, when he was young, he met a girl from the other side of the tracks. She came from a well-to-do family and wanted for nothing. Everything was handed to her, from all the clothes she ever wanted, to her first and subsequent cars when she inevitably wrecked those. The thing was, when they were young, she never treated him differently. Something just clicked between them and they were as thick as thieves for the longest time. Until high school where they grew apart. His ambitions and the lack of her own.
After high school they attended the same college for a time. She dropped out, disappeared, and no one heard from her for a while. Plenty of rumors circulated about how and why, but no one really knew for sure. Her parents never declared her a missing person, but were never up front about her whereabouts.
Until one night she shows up at his door looking beat up with a bag of everything she owns over one shoulder. He offers to let her stay, because that's just who he is, and she takes him up on it. It isn’t long before she’s being herself and taking advantage. Taking up more space than a guest should. Eating his food, leaving messes behind, doing next to nothing to help out, and although he might not mind her company— maybe he was feeling lonely in his big house with no one to share with— and her safe return, she'll quickly overstay her welcome.
Eventually he snaps over something small. Maybe he asked her to do the dishes or simply clean up after herself— or even just asked for the hundredth time to sit her drink on a goddamn coaster— and she didn't do it. Not maliciously, she just lacked the responsibility and respect to listen. That's fine, he'll teach her.
Despite any inexperience he'd have being a dominant, I don't want him to be some blushing virgin about it. The day he snaps? He could simply put her over his knee until her ass is cherry red. Then we would explore a steady escalation from there.
We can add some taboo and make it so she's the biological daughter and he's the adoptive son of the well-to-do family. His bio family can still be on the rougher side— poor, neglectful, any number of things. He's not with them for good reason. He might have an overwhelming need to prove how grateful he was to his new family growing up, leading him to try harder, do better. Whereas she would coast on by, spoiled rotten having never known the kinds of horrors of the world the adoptive son knew far too early.
He would be the golden boy. Doing great in school, athletics, etc. where she would be your average burn out, squandering every opportunity given to her. But I think they would care for each other regardless, even if she were jealous of the kind of love he got from their parents. Then we're caught back up to them going to the same college, her dropping out and disappearing for quite some time (years I'm thinking) without a word to him, and then just showing up one day at his new lavish home with little explanation and making herself at home. He might just be glad to have her back for awhile, all the while she's grating on him with how little she respects a space he worked so hard for. Especially with how she took every she was given for granted.
Change the pronouns to these as you will, I just used she/her for ease.
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PM
Excuse any formatting issues or errors, writing and editting this on mobile. If any of these interested you, or inspired something, reach out! I won't bite unless you want me to ^-^
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