MxF Writer looking to be adopted

[ChaosTheory]

Yup, you read that correctly.
I'm looking for active/experienced writers on this forum to adopt me and run away with me... (kidnapping is baaad, unless its consensual)
I'm a 40yo mom of two, have been writing most of my life. For quite a long while cooperative writing like this, but that has been like a decade ago.
So while I would not say I am rusty, I probably am lol
I'd love to pick it up again, creating stories together is fun and challenging. though at the moment I have to admit I just don't have space in my brain to stage the story (hence the adoption).
I like both one-on-one and groups to RP with, anything should work as long as there is proper communication between parties.

setting
I prefer low fantasy, but also love anything ranging from high fantasy to sci-fy to historical swashbuckling.
And even just your avarage modern day setting. it's all good.

Fandoms
Fandoms I have experience with or am familiar enough to write in:
Games: Mass Effect, Dragon Age (all), Elder Scrolls (all), Cyberpunk 2077
Books and manga: Lord of the Rings, Naruto, Cowboy Bebop
Movies: Star Wars (except final trilogy)
In all settings I prefer to use original characters, as opposed to those already existing within the universe created.

Pairings and characters
I am comfortable writing both male and female characters, but obviously as a woman I suspect my female characters are simply a better portrayal.
In terms of pairing I do prefer the basic MxF

How long do your replies tend to be and what is your writing schedule like?
I try to write a minimum of 500-750 words, closer to 1k.
Depending on the partner, setting and inspiration that can be alot more.
On the top of my head I should be able to write most days of the week, realistically strifing towards 2 to 3 posts per week. Any deviation usually upwards of those numbers and if less naturally I'd let my partner know,

Limits
Violence and gore is fine as long as its contributing to the story. Same with sexual content and kinks.
I'm fairly vanilla, looking to try new things and explore if my partner is more experienced on the subjects. At least one of us should know what they're doing.
No degradation (as a main theme).
No vore, bathroomplay.
Master/slave would be new for me, probably more comfortable in master/sub settings as long as I can sub.
No love triangles.
Unsure or looking to challenge me within limits just message, we'll work it out. I'm willing to try alot, just don't have experience in writing all of it.

Smut vs story
I'm in it for the story, not the smut. I generally do not vibe well with romance as a genre. I do not mind smut, as long as it makes sense in the story.
I'm cool with the spectrum of fade to black and on to explicit scenes. I'll be supershy about it, but the computer doesn't judge and you don't improve without practice. I'll just match your energy and if it doesn't work for me or you: they invented communication!

To summarize
Give me an adventure and I'm probably game. Outside of the RP I'm pretty easy going and open to chat, discuss and get to know people. While my personality is fairly easy-going, sometimes silly, I am serious about my writing.

I'll try to take some time to think of a few scenario's, but at least now the thread's here

 

[ChaosTheory]

Got a (rather dark) scenario I would like to work on with a fellow writer.

Pairing: M/F oc's
Setting: this would work in nearly any setting. I'd prefer low fantasy/medieval but its not a must

Background:
In a region divided by war, the FMC is working for one side to gather and distribute information among allies. Women are regarded as generally more harmless and can get acces to places more readily than their male counterparts. Even so the risks are high and no plan is ever flawless. As such she finds herself captured.
Instead of being killed on the spot she's tortured (not necessarily for information) untill one night she manages to escape.
MC would be part of the opposing camp, may be her abuser or a symphatiser for 'the cause'. Regardless of his stance he's part of the team send to capture her.

Build-up:

• background, getting to know characters, first interactions
• hunting
• escaping/travelling together
• end point, probably no happy endings

Probably warnings: kinks, abuse, torture, sensitive topics, graphic violence

As you can see its extremely bare bones, but would love to find a partner in crime to work this out. Make it dark but fun.
I do not intend this as a romance, unless it rolls into it, thats not my aim. Rather more looking in the realm of toxic relationships.
My only non-negotiable is, if the MC has taken active part in the abuse, he'll die by the hands of the FMC before the end.

Looking for: anyone experienced in writing compelling sadistic men, whom doesn't mind taking me along on the journey. I'm really new to the site and this is not my usual story, so I understand if people are hesitant to reach out. Even so, hit me up if you dare. :)