ChaosTheory
One of the Few
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Take a deep breath. Slowly close your eyes. Don't fidget. Another breath.
No reason to be nervous, you're just going to say hello. You can't do ' hello' wrong.
Trip, fall on your face and jump up like it was intentional and even then it's a succesful hello.
Now that you think of it: do not trip and fall on your face. You're not funny enough to live up to whatever that is going to turn into.
... Perhaps a medical situation, you won't know untill you try. Just remember: you don't want to try.
Just wing it, like you do. Smile, fake a smile, don't smile. Say hello. Hello can't go wrong. You can even make it awkward-cute with a little wave that's just off.
Maybe give a little more info, tell them you're a woman. Words aren't pictures. They can run away from you, but they aren't people.
Stop tugging your lip... smile.
You know you like stories, any story really. Written stories, movies, songs as long as its going somewhere. Exploring someplace new, dangerous, adventurous, leisurely. It's all good.
Make it a challenge, take me by the hand. Just to start writing again. Can I write? Can I still write? Can you wake up and no longer be able to write?
Did you mention you like stories yet? Together, exploring. New turns, new roads, comfortable, challenging roads.
Now add a few words. It's kind off short. Do not read back. You'll not add words but delete what you wrote.
Tell them its a pleasure to be here. You look forward to what may come. Also kinda unsure if anything will come of this. It doesn't hurt to try. It doesn't hurt to fail. It hurts to bury it so deep it dies.
Another deep breath. Something conclusive to make it light again and signal its the end. Perfect.
Let's have some fun together :)
No reason to be nervous, you're just going to say hello. You can't do ' hello' wrong.
Trip, fall on your face and jump up like it was intentional and even then it's a succesful hello.
Now that you think of it: do not trip and fall on your face. You're not funny enough to live up to whatever that is going to turn into.
... Perhaps a medical situation, you won't know untill you try. Just remember: you don't want to try.
Just wing it, like you do. Smile, fake a smile, don't smile. Say hello. Hello can't go wrong. You can even make it awkward-cute with a little wave that's just off.
Maybe give a little more info, tell them you're a woman. Words aren't pictures. They can run away from you, but they aren't people.
Stop tugging your lip... smile.
You know you like stories, any story really. Written stories, movies, songs as long as its going somewhere. Exploring someplace new, dangerous, adventurous, leisurely. It's all good.
Make it a challenge, take me by the hand. Just to start writing again. Can I write? Can I still write? Can you wake up and no longer be able to write?
Did you mention you like stories yet? Together, exploring. New turns, new roads, comfortable, challenging roads.
Now add a few words. It's kind off short. Do not read back. You'll not add words but delete what you wrote.
Tell them its a pleasure to be here. You look forward to what may come. Also kinda unsure if anything will come of this. It doesn't hurt to try. It doesn't hurt to fail. It hurts to bury it so deep it dies.
Another deep breath. Something conclusive to make it light again and signal its the end. Perfect.
Let's have some fun together :)
